Final Year Project a.k.a. FYP

Today, I am at Kangar, Perlis. Ya, I am having my holiday, or semester break now, from 26/9 until 17/10/2010. This indicates that I have completed my UTAR degree year 4 sem 1. This was definitely a tough and busy semester. I believe that my friends around can sense it too. I joined less activities this semester, I seldom hang out with them this semester. Why was I so busy? 1st, the most important one, my final year project, or it is usually called as FYP, which caused quite a headache for me the whole semester, and I guess that this headache will continue until I finish my whole degree.

As mentioned in previous post, my title for FYP was "Microstructural behavior of lightweight foam concrete". In this project, the instruments that initially required were quite high-tech one, and of course, the price of the instrument were also very high $$$$$. One of the instruments, which was the most important one, was named as SEM - Scanning Electron Microscope , and the another was XRD - X-ray Deflectometry (the name I not sure correct or not lol). According to my lecturer, these instrument costs about hundred thousands, and UTAR have acquired the XRD last semester, while the SEM will be reaching UTAR by end of this year also. Because of this FYP, Sintat and me, both had attended a so-called training or I think it is more to briefing of the XRD. However, after that I had told by the lecturer that we may not use that instrument already because he has to be around us whenever we use that instrument, so it would be quite troublesome. Besides, the SEM also the same. Thus, end up, we will only use an optical microscope for this FYP. Well, this indicates that our title was totally different from the initial one, from microscopic behavior to air-void characteristic =.="

However, this is still a quite tough project, of course, because if it is easy, it is not more FYP, rite? Below will show some of the photo for my FYP... and they are more to the photos of concrete casting...
Well, we are planning to do the research for the concrete until the age of 6months. That caused us being so damn busy the whole semester because we have to complete the 6-month sample preparation before September, otherwise, we will not possible to finish it next year. That was really a great relieve after all the samples were completed. What came next was the 1st submission of report, i.e. first three chapters of the FYP reports. Everyone started to do it quite early, and that's the actual way. But me? started to do it on week 13, almost week 14 =.= Luckily, it can be completed on the due date/time. I write it here "on" not "before" because the deadline was on 5pm, Monday, and I really submit it on that time, 5pm!!

Then, the next day was the presentation of the FYP. It can be said as the presentation of mine in degree with which I most satisfy XD

End of the presentation means that we have to face the final examination. Although the subjects in this semester were all sucks, all of them were over now!! :)


This was the "cute" cartoon, I guess that I created and put it in my FYP presentation as the introduction for the problem statement, cute right? lol

Weekend of WEEK 12 is ended. Don’t know why, this semester pass till very fast, fast till a bit too fake already. All of my coursemates feel that too. WHY? Is it normal feeling for a final year student? I just remember this semester has just started not long ago. It is started by a May Intake, and I was attending the orientation.

It is followed by icebreaking, city tour, and festival. Yaa, FEStival! It is a so-called last event in our term of being SRC. FEStival= a campus carnival which was just prepared everything by us in 19 days… ya, 19 days, which is NINE-TEEN! Although it was not as happening, as success, as the FEStival in my mind, it was a great job for all of us!

Well, since it is a final year for us, we have to do a project in order for us to be awarded the degree. This project has a name which u will never guess, the name of this so-great project is… known as final year project. What a good name ya? So, in my so called fyp (final year project), I have chosen a title by a lecturer of a subject in my course… I still remember, I choose the title is based on the lecturer. Well, some lecturers I have no interest on them, since they are some not as nice as we know them. Some lecturers are nice, but I have no interest on their subject. Although the subject of the title I choose is not really my interest also (actually I don’t know I have interest which subject in this civil engineering also… seem all also very boring =.= except, maths, maybe…) I choose this subject, concrete technology, because of my future career, maybe. Since I will be working in IJM, which is a construction company, it is beneficial for me to know more on the building material, rather than the design thing, which is not the scope of a contractor. Besides, IJM has a concrete factory as well. So, taking this title, may give me another path after my graduation, rather than just working at construction site. So, I choose CONCRETE.

So, what title have i chosen? Microstructure Behavior of Light Weight Foam Concrete. It seem like very PRO rite? Actually the scope, as the name, is just study the microstructure of the concrete. But, u think to study the microstructure easy? >.<>

And thus, the nightmare begins…

OK, don’t talk about those sad things already. Let’s talk about this weekend. 21^st and 22^nd of August, the days of which I initially want to go for a camp, Famine 30. I have taken the form from friend and promised that I will be going to help on the camp. But, when I know the date, I returned the form to him. It is not because of assignment, not because of test, or anything, but it is because of someone, someone I have known for 15 years, Khoo Yi Yan. She warned, erm… not warn laa I think, is invite or welcome me to go for her convocation of degree which drop on 22^nd!!! So, what to do? One is a famine 30, which is a camp that I wanna go, another is the once-in-life convocation of my best friend of 15 years. No choice, I sacrifice the camp.

So, without going camp, that was what my activities for this Saturday and Sunday. Saturday, I woke up, not long after that, go to uni, to sieve sand for my project. Initially, I thought it would not be so tough, as I decided to use the machine. So, I brought my mp3, bought a Sinchew, planned to go lab, let the machine do eveythg, and I read newspaper and listen to mp3 alone. Who know, reaching there, I found that the machine plug is broken! WTF!!!> <>

Until 4pm, i stopped the sieving job, coz the sand is finished and thus I start to refill the sand from oven. After that refill the sand in oven from outside… When I move the sand from outside to the lab, there is a slope… and I was focusing on moving the sand and the slope was too steep, the trolley was lost of control and I fell into the longkang ><>

OK… what a pity day. I was quite pissed off of my life that time. 4.45pm, the lab was closing, and I have finished my refilling job. Thus, I went to DK there looking for any bus. I saw the bus uncle for genting klang, so it means that there will be bus at 5.15pm… OK, since I was passing by him, I just saja asked him…

”uncle, sat lagi pukul lima ada bus kan?”

“tak tau, tengok dulu lar… kalau ada orang, jalan la. Takda, tak jalan lor… kalau satu orang saja tak akan jalan la…”

“apa?! Satu orang tak jalan?!”

“tak boleh la… nanti bos marah lor..u panggil laa kawan kwan u mai”

“saya mai buat lab saja, saya seorang saja. Ok, kamu mau berapa orang baru jalan?”

“kurang kurang pun empat lima lar..bos saya marah saya lorr dulu sebab bawa seorang saja, dia kata petrol mahal”

“bos kamu sapa?”

“itu Kampar punya” (smiling there, but eye not looking at me)

“Kampar kampar lar, sini Klang Valley maa. Bukan Kampar yang control.. Bos kamu PJ sana ar? Saya mau complain sudah lor.. mana ada kata seorang tak bawa punya. Kalau tak jalan, saya Monday pergi dsa complain u punya bos. Itu tugas kamu semua maa, mana ada kata petrol punya” (i reli wanna beh tahan ady)

“tengok dulu lar… nanti baru mari la”

“ok, nanti pukul lima saya mari ar… kalau tak jalan, ari isnin saya mesti pi complain punya”

Finally... 5.10pm, it was really me alone only… and the bus departed… guess that he worried on being complained already… it should be himself lazy, didn’t want to fetch me, but all push to his boss..

OK, Sunday… yan convo… aiz… time really pass very very fast. I still can remember the day, we came to UTAR at PJ together… She came 1st with her family, and I went with my family… I at IKEA there that time and she phoned me, asking where I rent my room… and not long later, she said to me tat she rent room at the same row with me also…

We 4 ppl came to UTAR that time. Me, miao, yan and lijong… 4 of us came for taking the course of actuarial science. But, end up, just yan alone succeed to fulfill this dream… Me and miao had changed course before entering our degree… I change to civil engineering, and miao changes to EEE, and then change to KDU Penang somemore. Lijong and yan enter AS, but end of 2^nd sem, jong change to KDU accounting pulak… The days at PJ is still vivid in my mind… I still remember the 1^st mid term test in my UTAR life is computer studies. Then the 1^st mid term that I worry in UTAR is Physics1… all of us scare of the subject. Tat day, I still told yan tat nvrmind la… in our life, sure hv to fail once de maa… have to experience the feeling of failing in test. LOL. But luckily lar, we passed ^^

So, fast… yan graduate already. Miao also finish his studies already. While lijong is going to graduate also end of this year, I think. Just leave me alone… who is still studying at UTAR.. aiz… But studying life is enjoying, compared to working life, I know… if without exam, test, report, assignment, then the studying life is the greatest one!!

One more semester, my degree life is going to end. I know, I will surely miss my uni life after that. Sob~

Weekend of WEEK 12

Weekend of WEEK 12 is ended. Don’t know why, this semester pass till very fast, fast till a bit too fake already. All of my coursemates feel that too. WHY? Is it normal feeling for a final year student? I just remember this semester has just started not long ago. It is started by a May Intake, and I was attending the orientation.

It is followed by icebreaking, city tour, and festival. Yaa, FEStival! It is a so-called last event in our term of being SRC. FEStival= a campus carnival which was just prepared everything by us in 19 days… ya, 19 days, which is NINE-TEEN! Although it was not as happening, as success, as the FEStival in my mind, it was a great job for all of us!

Well, since it is a final year for us, we have to do a project in order for us to be awarded the degree. This project has a name which u will never guess, the name of this so-great project is… known as final year project. What a good name ya? So, in my so called fyp (final year project), I have chosen a title by a lecturer of a subject in my course… I still remember, I choose the title is based on the lecturer. Well, some lecturers I have no interest on them, since they are some not as nice as we know them. Some lecturers are nice, but I have no interest on their subject. Although the subject of the title I choose is not really my interest also (actually I don’t know I have interest which subject in this civil engineering also… seem all also very boring =.= except, maths, maybe…) I choose this subject, concrete technology, because of my future career, maybe. Since I will be working in IJM, which is a construction company, it is beneficial for me to know more on the building material, rather than the design thing, which is not the scope of a contractor. Besides, IJM has a concrete factory as well. So, taking this title, may give me another path after my graduation, rather than just working at construction site. So, I choose CONCRETE.

So, what title have i chosen? Microstructure Behavior of Light Weight Foam Concrete. It seem like very PRO rite? Actually the scope, as the name, is just study the microstructure of the concrete. But, u think to study the microstructure easy? >.<>

And thus, the nightmare begins…

OK, don’t talk about those sad things already. Let’s talk about this weekend. 21^st and 22^nd of August, the days of which I initially want to go for a camp, Famine 30. I have taken the form from friend and promised that I will be going to help on the camp. But, when I know the date, I returned the form to him. It is not because of assignment, not because of test, or anything, but it is because of someone, someone I have known for 15 years, Khoo Yi Yan. She warned, erm… not warn laa I think, is invite or welcome me to go for her convocation of degree which drop on 22^nd!!! So, what to do? One is a famine 30, which is a camp that I wanna go, another is the once-in-life convocation of my best friend of 15 years. No choice, I sacrifice the camp.

So, without going camp, that was what my activities for this Saturday and Sunday. Saturday, I woke up, not long after that, go to uni, to sieve sand for my project. Initially, I thought it would not be so tough, as I decided to use the machine. So, I brought my mp3, bought a Sinchew, planned to go lab, let the machine do eveythg, and I read newspaper and listen to mp3 alone. Who know, reaching there, I found that the machine plug is broken! WTF!!!> <>

Until 4pm, i stopped the sieving job, coz the sand is finished and thus I start to refill the sand from oven. After that refill the sand in oven from outside… When I move the sand from outside to the lab, there is a slope… and I was focusing on moving the sand and the slope was too steep, the trolley was lost of control and I fell into the longkang ><>

OK… what a pity day. I was quite pissed off of my life that time. 4.45pm, the lab was closing, and I have finished my refilling job. Thus, I went to DK there looking for any bus. I saw the bus uncle for genting klang, so it means that there will be bus at 5.15pm… OK, since I was passing by him, I just saja asked him…

”uncle, sat lagi pukul lima ada bus kan?”

“tak tau, tengok dulu lar… kalau ada orang, jalan la. Takda, tak jalan lor… kalau satu orang saja tak akan jalan la…”

“apa?! Satu orang tak jalan?!”

“tak boleh la… nanti bos marah lor..u panggil laa kawan kwan u mai”

“saya mai buat lab saja, saya seorang saja. Ok, kamu mau berapa orang baru jalan?”

“kurang kurang pun empat lima lar..bos saya marah saya lorr dulu sebab bawa seorang saja, dia kata petrol mahal”

“bos kamu sapa?”

“itu Kampar punya” (smiling there, but eye not looking at me)

“Kampar kampar lar, sini Klang Valley maa. Bukan Kampar yang control.. Bos kamu PJ sana ar? Saya mau complain sudah lor.. mana ada kata seorang tak bawa punya. Kalau tak jalan, saya Monday pergi dsa complain u punya bos. Itu tugas kamu semua maa, mana ada kata petrol punya” (i reli wanna beh tahan ady)

“tengok dulu lar… nanti baru mari la”

“ok, nanti pukul lima saya mari ar… kalau tak jalan, ari isnin saya mesti pi complain punya”

Finally... 5.10pm, it was really me alone only… and the bus departed… guess that he worried on being complained already… it should be himself lazy, didn’t want to fetch me, but all push to his boss..

OK, Sunday… yan convo… aiz… time really pass very very fast. I still can remember the day, we came to UTAR at PJ together… She came 1st with her family, and I went with my family… I at IKEA there that time and she phoned me, asking where I rent my room… and not long later, she said to me tat she rent room at the same row with me also…

We 4 ppl came to UTAR that time. Me, miao, yan and lijong… 4 of us came for taking the course of actuarial science. But, end up, just yan alone succeed to fulfill this dream… Me and miao had changed course before entering our degree… I change to civil engineering, and miao changes to EEE, and then change to KDU Penang somemore. Lijong and yan enter AS, but end of 2^nd sem, jong change to KDU accounting pulak… The days at PJ is still vivid in my mind… I still remember the 1^st mid term test in my UTAR life is computer studies. Then the 1^st mid term that I worry in UTAR is Physics1… all of us scare of the subject. Tat day, I still told yan tat nvrmind la… in our life, sure hv to fail once de maa… have to experience the feeling of failing in test. LOL. But luckily lar, we passed ^^

So, fast… yan graduate already. Miao also finish his studies already. While lijong is going to graduate also end of this year, I think. Just leave me alone… who is still studying at UTAR.. aiz… But studying life is enjoying, compared to working life, I know… if without exam, test, report, assignment, then the studying life is the greatest one!!

One more semester, my degree life is going to end. I know, I will surely miss my uni life after that. Sob~

A very SUI day...

I never thought that I will have such a day in my university life...well, although I got a little bit exaggerate...

Today, 5/8/2010. I having class on 10am, but I and Sintat already decided to meet each other at 9 today as we would continue our FYP concrete casting. Yes, we are in final year already NOW... a year that is not sweet at all, and FYP is not a good thing at all.....

(Let's make some intro about my FYP, the only final year project, in my life... as to complete my degree in Civil Engineering... It is a project about studies on micro-structure behavior of light weight form concrete...means, basically the steps are... to cast some concrete, if not mistaken should be 140+, then wait for some days, longest is 180 days, leave it there, and crush it using an apparatus...Then, get the strength of it and take some sample of the concrete pieces to study its microstructure using some very expensive instrument... This FYP is tough coz microstructure is something quite detail about material and quite advance study...besides, it requires our hard works on not only studies, and also the real HARD WORK... means u will definitely get sweat and tired after the lab...cause we need to play with cement, sand, water and our hand, clothes will surely get dirty!!!)

OK... let's continue on my pitiful story today.. Although we decided to meet at 9am.. i was just woke up by a phone call on 9.30am. Thus, I rushed very quickly to uni by METRO bus... which i didn't pay for it at all, since the bus feler din ask it from me wad =P
So, end up i reached lab at 10am.

Upon reaching lab, the so-called good senior just finish casting his concrete cubes... OK, because we still have some mold for our concrete. Thus, we started our works by preparing the mold, using spanner, screw etc.. Finally, 8 molds were prepared. We planned to do 8 cubes today.

(Did u noticed that we start our work at 10, on the time which we should be in the class? LOL)

OK... then we also decided to use the orange mixing machine to mix our concrete. But... when we wanna use it... WTH!!! the internal of the mixer was so damn dirty... The so-called senior didn't really wash and clean it after using it just now!!! Really WTF~! So, we spent about half an hour on cleaning the mixer...

Everything done.. and we start our concrete mixing... Everythg seem smoothly... and we adding form into the concrete mixture.. (for info, form is added to concrete so to produce bubble inside the concrete as to make it lighter, thus it is called lightweight form concrete) Our target is 1300kg/m3... Well, we already tried mix it in smaller volume before. So, we approximately know how much form we needed. So, we added 2% inside.... and mix mix mix... OPPS! HOW COME IT FELT SO LIGHT ONE!!!! OMG!!! and we measured, ~1000+ kg/m3 =.=
So, what to do? we sadly... move the mixer to the grass area there... and throw all the concrete mix, our baby, to the grass area there... 8kg cement, 8kg sand which we collected quite a long time... were wasted... We ady started to feel disappointed... And the sky was so damn suit our feeling. IT RAINED... ya... it rained when we were cleaned the mixer, for the 2nd time, after we throw out our concrete. Cleaning the instrument and machine under rain, cool rite? ><

OK, 1st case gone....

Ya... when i was preparing the material... particularly water... when I squatted, my jeans felt like in tension, and suddenly "pliakkkk", my jeans broke...somewhere at my leg there.... so damn sui, dunno why....

OK, we were still not giving up.... But, we decided to cast the cubes in 2 times. 4 cubes + 4 cubes...After preparing all the material needed, we put the heavy mixer container to the machine there, and on it. Guess what, BLARRR BLARR BLARRR!!! DON'T KNOW which stupid feler went touched and adjust that mixer speed to highspeed!!!! and it caused the concrete mix all splashed out of the container. Sintat who on the mixer switch was the victim, his pants and shirt were splashed by the concrete also. It was a really OMG... the floor... also full of concrete. And thus, what to do? This meant that we failed again, and we have to throw and waste our 4kg sand + 4 kg cement AGAIN~! Sadly, we throw the cement n sand away, and continued the next trial....

Preparing evything. And we made sure the machine speed was in the correct position. We on the motor. Adding the foam and everything seem nice. But, how come the concrete felt so nothing! It seem like weightless AGAIN... OK, weighing it first, Sintat somemore wanted to cheat ourselves by putting more volume of concrete as more than 1Litre. But still, the concrete density was just around 1000+ only... Meant, we need to throw all these away again...

THUS, WE WORKED FOR THE WHOLE DAY... AND WHAT WE GET? WE GET TO WASTE A TOTAL OF 16KG CEMENT and 16KG SAND!!!!!! AND WE GAVE UP...

Few hours later, i called the Kaspersky guy, who promised me a job during pc fair, asking him about the dress code for working. Guess what he told me? He said he never promised me, and said he just told me that he will check the availability of the job without promising me anything, sweat. I called him few times before, 1st time, he asked me confirm or not that i can work, i said ok, then he said no problem also. 2nd time, i asked him is it confirm tat i will work already, he said YA, and said me alone only should be no problem, then said will contact me again since he was busy that time. OK, and now he just said a sorry to me. WTF~!

OK... forget it... i was truly tired the whole day. And, after dinner, i was sleeping from 8pm till the next day, which was just now, 8am.... ya, i slept for 12hrs... =.="

Since I don't work for pc fair already. I think I will continue do my FYP lab today. And hope that everything can really run smoothly and NO MORE WASTAGE ON MY DEAREST CEMENT AND SAND ANYMORE PLEASE~!! T.T

A summary of previous events and Kite Story..

It is a dark night. I m now at Bkt Jalil, my sisters' house. A house that gives me a feeling of family at KL, coz all my siblings are staying here. (or i can say, all my sisters laR)

Why will i come over here today? altho it is a monday? this is coz my cute sister bday on the nex day. So my eldest sister planned with me to give her a surprise, coz the bday sis will nver guess tat i will appear at her house to celebrate with her.
(for ur info, according to her, the prev 2 years i also fgt abt her bday and wished her BELATED bday on 21st instead of 20th, lol)

Erm, reli quite a long time i din update my blog ady... Altho quite a lot thg happen around me these months. I felt like blogging all the time, but... laziness, u win lar... hehe

Well, these months, I have joined a lot of activities... 1st, the Redang trip (16-19/5/10)... It was my vy first time in my life to see such a nice and pretty beach. Altho the sea was reli polluted, corals were mostly dead. But i still luv the place a lot! However, since it was organized by the traveler's den and incharged by me, i was not reli fully enjoy myself tat time. Many unexpected thg happen which had spoiled my mood tat time. Lost of participants' belongings, 2-hours late of bus driver, injury of sum participants etc etc... had made me headache all the time. It reli tested my responsibility for the whole trip. Anyway, evythg was solved, the loss of money of the participants was refund by the resort management, evy1 was quite enjoy for the trip. Seeing the participants enjoy is the greatest happiness to the organizer. Altho the bus driver was actualy late for abt 2-3 hrs when we wanna go bek KL, the participants were so understanding and din blame me at all... we summore together in the bus complaining abt the bus driver ^^ After reaching KL, the trip was ended by a McD set for all the participant FOC! which was actualy not in our planning b4 tat!

Tis is my last organized trip throughout my whole uni life, i guess. and i reli thx evy1 who made tis trip a success! Organize a trip is not difficult, but to organize an affordable yet enjoyable trip is reli hard... so, who said RM300+ cant go to Redang?! we proved tat it is wrong! for ur info, our redang trip is cost RM340! including resorts, meals at Redang, 1 t-shirt, 3 packs of snacks, 2 mineral waters, 2 breads, Kurnia personal accident insurance, bus transport for two ways and last but not least, a set of McD!!! it sounds unbelievable? but it is true!

after the trip, i hav joined a camp (28-30/5/10)... my 1st camp after secondary skul... as a participant lar... well, it is a camp introduced by jingying, my kindergarten + secondary skul fren. This camp is organized by YMM and participated by uni/college students from Malaysia and China. The main objective of tis camp is to get know abt chinese of both diff countries. Tis is reali a great experience of mine... coz of tis camp, i get to knw quite a lot of china frens. i get to experience their lifestyle and get to knw more detail abt china. guess wat, most of the china ppl shower together in the bathroom! yaa, w/o any clothes!

another event of mine, is the FEStival 2010. Tis is an event which was planned las semester. the orgnizing committee was formed las sem. but there is no meeting at all since then. evy1 thought tat it will be canceled, coz lack of time. according to prev committee experience, they nid abt 3 months to organize such event. however, we dun wan to cancel it, coz it is jz like an anual event of our campus ady, since two years ago... we dun wan tis to stop coz of us. so, we insist to continue the event, even if it is a small one.. we meeting with the DSA... we went to find sponsorships.. and finally we success to make it (23/6/10)! and it was not a small one! sum even said tat it was greater than the previous year... for me, erm, it may be better, but i think it is a great one ady, since it was an event which we used 19 days to prepare it, including meeting, sponsorship, program etc... gud job for all the committee!

and yaa... forget abt the city tour 6/6/2010... yaa... tis my 2nd time to join city tour... the oldest ever participant for city tour, erm.. i guess.... evy1's student ID was start with 10xxxxx or the committee was start on 09xxxxx but mine... 07xxxxx >.< No choice, sobsob, who asked me go to put my didi on the table to ask her be the chairperson lorr... but nvm lar... i din look old at all rite? :P anyway, it was another great experience for me!

well, time reli wait for no man... vy fast, it is ady week 8 for tis "new" semester... altho it is week 8 ady, but it still seem "NEW" to me... and quite alot of thg happen in these weeks... frens relationship problem... fren's relationship, it seems like not reli related to me rite? but, that frens are both my good frens.. and i hv 2 tek the responsibility of frens to console both of them.. i din even expect tat they would break up.. it reli prove tat nothg is imposible...

Love? wat is it actualy? two persons who loved each other b4 can becum strangers suddenly after they break up... it sounds cruel rite? It made me feel tat it is jz friendship can reli last long, but the probability for relationship to last long is reli an unknown...

recently, my didi told me a story abt kite...playing kite reli have to be skillful... we nid to release sumtime and nid to grab tight sumtime... well, i admit tat i m not a great kite player... since i not reli gud in playing kite since i was small... altho i played few times with andy, miao, chai them at the paddy field there larrr during secondry skul... perhaps, getting a kite is not hard, but to get a suitable kite is reli hard... i dun like the feeling of simply get a kite and play it... mayb, sumtime a kite will fly to us by themselves, sum ppl will grab it and play it until they find another more suitable kite and throw the old one away. There was once a kite fly to me also, and it reli attracted me to grab it tat time, but very soon, once i nearly grab it, i felt it was not the kite i want, the feeling tat the kite give me is not the one i m looking for. Thus, i decided to release my hand, and let it go... i know, altho it is not the kite i m looking for, it might be a great kite for another person...So, evybody, if u r looking for a kite, please choose it carefully.. A suitable kite may last forever. And, if u ady own a kite, please appreciate it, tek gud care of it and love it...

Anyway, again... Dear Fi~ Happy Birthday!!

原来晚安不可随便说...（曾经，我也试过。。。但过去了，该放下了）

你有和喜欢的人聊到很晚的经历么？
你有和他说完晚安才关机睡觉的习惯么？
那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密！
有一天，天堂放假，一个天使来到人间，为了化解自己的无聊，
对一个女孩说，我可以实现你一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……
女孩想得很认真，天使有些害怕，如果她说一些他实现不了的愿望，会很没面子。
总之一定要让她看到天使是多么厉害，我要她崇拜我，我要让她感激我。
“我想每天睡前都能听到你对我说晚安！”
天使惊讶于如此简单的愿望，忽然有一种大材小用的感慨。“好，这很容易！”
天使根本没有多想，就如此轻易的答应了。
女孩也就欢欣雀跃，满心期待着愿望一天一天实现。
晚上，在qq上，天使对女孩说：“晚安！”还画了一个“：*”，说这是给她的晚安kiss。
女孩也就满足的睡去，梦都散发着甜甜的味道。
也偶尔，网关断了，天使也会打个电话给她，对她说晚安，并在电话的另一端亲她的额头，祝她好梦。
不知是从何时开始，天使要开始忙自己的事情了，
他或许是太忙了，连说晚安的时间都没有了。
于是，每天晚上，女孩都满怀期待的等着自己的晚安，
却每晚都在失落中入睡，梦里，
女孩站在远远的地方，看着忙碌的天使，
他或许忙得忘记了晚安的约定，
或许等他有空了，他会把亏欠的晚安都补给她。
最终，天使忙得都忘记了女孩，终于永远的飞走了，带着那许多亏欠的晚安。
很久之后，天堂放假的日子，一大群天使来到人间，
他们问女孩，我们可以每人帮你实现一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……
女孩却没有说出自己的愿望，
她知道，这是个简单到无法实现的愿望，
哪怕是天使，也不能。
真正的天使其实是这个女孩子自已的本身而晚安只是告诉你, 我会想你！
晚安：wan an！ 把这个词的中文拼音拆开 晚安的拼音wan an，
每一个字母都代表一个字就是Wo Ai Ni,Ai Ni——我爱你，爱你！
如果你知道了这个秘密，那么请你：以后聊天后，不要忘了和他说一声：晚安！
有个朋友告诉我，在她的生命中曾经有一份最真挚的感情，没有火花，没有表白，没有交往……她只是在心里默默的爱着一个她认为值得她爱的人，尽管对方已心有所属。
她告诉我，每天睡觉前，她会想他一遍，然后，以朋友的身份跟他说一声“晚安”……于是，我心血来潮，也有了要说“晚安”的冲动，对那个也是我认为的最值得我爱的人

男生的爱只有一次

男生的爱只有一次，
每一个男生都是这样，
他可以对每个女生说“我爱你”，
但他一辈子只会真正爱上一个人，
只有一个。

女生需要的是一个关怀她，爱她，
可以让她依靠，
保护她的人，
当她遇到一个男生时，
爱的死去活来，山盟海誓。

然后因为种种原因的分开，
她不会再记得他，或者说不会记得那么深刻。

因为当她遇到一个更好的男生时，
她会拿两个人来比较，她会觉得遇到更好的是她的幸运。

但男生不是这样，
当他爱上一个女生，
真真正正的爱，
他不会再爱上任何一个人。

当这段感情失败后，
他会把这段记忆放在心里，
把这个女生放在心底。

原来一个男生可以把很多女生放在心里，
但一辈子只有一个女生可以在他心底。

无论他以后会跟再多的女生相处，
他都会清楚的知道，自己最爱的是谁。
无论以后他遇到的女生多么优秀，他也不会改变。

因为他心底的女生是他的支柱，
他不会用她和任何一个人相比，
他认为这种比较是愚蠢的，
他一辈子只会爱她一个。

放在心底的女生，永远的傷痕。

每個男生都是爱面子的，
也许他平时会活的很潇洒，
但在一个人孤独的时候，
会放下所有的尊严，
最后，想哭的就放声痛哭吧！唯獨思念唯一一的她……