lazy.. moody.. sleepy...

lazy...

working nowadays... becum much lazier ady... evryday at site oso find ppl chat here chat there...
work?sorry... not reali work... i admit...
usualy my working hours (8am-5pm) is past like this... (imagine urself)

morning-
8.30am reach (yes, 8.30am, u r not see wrongly... my working hour start 8am but i reach 8.30am)
then if got meeting, go meeting til abt 10am...
if no meeting, go chat with supervisor or subcon trainee til abt 10am also...
then 10am liddat eat breakfast... then chat again, maybe help supervisor tek photo of the site la...
then 12pm go makan again..
usually eat till 1pm+++ de... then cum bek maybe online a while... then walk around the site... juz simply walk.... walk... walk... then time vy fast one mar... 3pm+ ady lor... yumcha again... then chat again... then print foto awhile... then 5pm... balik rumah!!!!



moody...
nowadays, i can realise tat the feeling is differnet.. evythg had changed...i juz wan everythg to be fine.. i juz hope tat u will be happy...can hear u smiling, laughing.. but...nw evry msg oso seem like... undescribable.. i hope to be happy as well... but i cant... mayb evyone see me always smile, laugh here laugh there...but is it true? the song "ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le" by MAYDAY.. is reli a good song.. yesterday xmas eve, went to sunway, saw a clown, jump here jump there, act like reli crazy, sumo laugh there, dance happily... but, do him reli happy? is it true?

sleepy...
everyday sleepy... i dunno why... at office sumtime oso slept... maybe i reli tired... reli... reli.. tired already...

爱一个人好辛苦

喜欢跟爱有什么不同？

喜欢，是喜欢跟那人在一起，喜欢跟她说话，玩耍。闷时会想约她出来喝杯茶，逛下街，聊下天的。可能，就算她在忙着，也会死拉她出来的。喜欢一个人，当知道她伤心时，会一边想办法让她开心，但另一边可以跟别人嘻嘻哈哈的。。。喜欢就像是一种行动或动词吧。。。

爱，不算是动词，它是一种感觉。它可以不需要任何行动，任何动作。可能不会约她出来，因为担心她不方便。担心她在忙着。不会在闷时想起她，因为是每时每刻都在想念着她。。。醒来，第一个出现在脑海中的是她，睡了最后一个想着的同样也是她，就连发梦，也想梦见她。。。会无时无刻的望着手机，查看会不会收到了她的信息，就算明知道手机明明就没震动过。。。爱一个人，当她伤心时，你的情绪也会被她给影响的。就算你也在伤心着，也会想尽办法令她开心。要是失败了，你也不会好过。情绪也会很低落。

其实爱一个人真的好痛苦，爱一个不爱自己的，更痛苦。看着一个自己爱的人痛苦，那感觉更痛苦。

女孩，不管你做什么事，做什么决定，男孩都会永远在这里默默的支持你。。。因为男孩，只希望女孩快乐，开心，幸福。知道女孩幸福了，男孩才愿意放手。。。

gud luck to me

what had happened? i really don't know. Maybe i am really stupid, even stupider that i thought.
Happy, sad, happy, sad...
I know everything had changed. At least i can feel that.
I'm really tired. But i won't give up easily.
Teckwei, GOOD LUCK!

missing u...

Maybe i m stupid, maybe i m wasting time, maybe i m trying to achieve something that is impossible... alot of maybe, maybe...

I know, a lot people will think that i m stupid, wasting my time for waiting for something that is nearly 99% impossible to happen... I think, if my friends doing so, I will also surely feel that he is useless, stupid!!!

However, is it evyone need to be clever every time? Is it if we know that the thing is almost impossible then we should give it up? I don't think so... Nobody understand about the feeling... Even if 99% impossible, there is still 1% for us to hope for... While doing anything, don't think of is it worth or not, if u think u want to do it, just go ahead... Then u will not regret in future...

Maybe there will not be anybody to support me, but, for me, i will not give up easily...

Again, today, is a cloudy day... raining... my heart is raining as well...

he,she?happy?

change.. u shud realize it also, rite?
if he dun msg her, i think, she wont msg him at all...
or now, even if he msg, she also, mostly, wont reply him as well...
what had happened? i think, she knw the reason herself, and he knw abt it clearly also...
what to do?the mind is totally blank... the world just becum colorless in the eye...
Whole person is lost, he dunno what he suppose to do, and suppose not to do...
However, no matter how, he will always support her... for every decision she made...
as long as she is happy, he will be happy...

无题

是不是发生了什么事？ 忽然之间，女孩的态度好像180度的改变了。

信息越来越少了，男孩想打电话给女孩，但女孩连信息也没回复，男孩心想，她是不是在忙呢？她是不是想和男孩保持距离了呢？还是，还是，许多的还是。。。

或许，很多人会觉得男孩很傻，很笨。做了些不会有结果的期待。
但，结果，是重要的吗？
两人之间的感情，肯定要用结果来决定一切吗？
喜欢一件事，就要去追求，就算，得到的结果不是所期待的，但，至少，努力过了，人生才不会有遗憾。

change uni le lar... utar CI no hope...

3words... cham cham cham...
3 panel members for the interviews... siti, ismail, elias...
n 5 persons in my group... Y3, Y2 n Y1...
n one word... DIE

UTAR CIVIL ENGINEERING... sorry... no hope ady... Want get recognized by BEM, IEM?? take extra exam lar!

Initially, we tot tat we will kena Elias.. n yizhong them kena ismail... who knw enter the interview room, the ismail come in... n v start to be vy sui..

he asked alot of thing... even yizhong them out ady, then the nex group cum in n finish ady.. tat tok jangut ismail stil asking!!!!!

We expected tat he will ask those general ques like the course obj... our opinion on university.. wat the life here etc... yup.. he asked... but thn suddenly he said... OK now i wan test abt the outcome...

What is the arch system... advantage?? Come in my mind is compression, but i nt sure abt it.. scare later say wrongly lagi cham... so i din answer it... end up he answer himself..

What is elasticity... Define stiffness, flexiblity,poisson ratio.... Hw to classify soil...sketch Bending Moment Diagram (indeterminate one)!!! where is the tension, compression area... Wat is water hammer??!! define hydraulic jump!!! etc etc etc.. (* i ask dr.khoo, she dunno abt water hammer as well...xD)

siao!! after exam i sure forget ady de marr...
so... haiz... it's ok... as he said...

so... suan le lar... jiayou lorr evy1...