lazy.. moody.. sleepy...

lazy...

working nowadays... becum much lazier ady... evryday at site oso find ppl chat here chat there...
work?sorry... not reali work... i admit...
usualy my working hours (8am-5pm) is past like this... (imagine urself)

morning-
8.30am reach (yes, 8.30am, u r not see wrongly... my working hour start 8am but i reach 8.30am)
then if got meeting, go meeting til abt 10am...
if no meeting, go chat with supervisor or subcon trainee til abt 10am also...
then 10am liddat eat breakfast... then chat again, maybe help supervisor tek photo of the site la...
then 12pm go makan again..
usually eat till 1pm+++ de... then cum bek maybe online a while... then walk around the site... juz simply walk.... walk... walk... then time vy fast one mar... 3pm+ ady lor... yumcha again... then chat again... then print foto awhile... then 5pm... balik rumah!!!!



moody...
nowadays, i can realise tat the feeling is differnet.. evythg had changed...i juz wan everythg to be fine.. i juz hope tat u will be happy...can hear u smiling, laughing.. but...nw evry msg oso seem like... undescribable.. i hope to be happy as well... but i cant... mayb evyone see me always smile, laugh here laugh there...but is it true? the song "ni bu shi zhen zheng de kuai le" by MAYDAY.. is reli a good song.. yesterday xmas eve, went to sunway, saw a clown, jump here jump there, act like reli crazy, sumo laugh there, dance happily... but, do him reli happy? is it true?

sleepy...
everyday sleepy... i dunno why... at office sumtime oso slept... maybe i reli tired... reli... reli.. tired already...

爱一个人好辛苦

喜欢跟爱有什么不同？

喜欢，是喜欢跟那人在一起，喜欢跟她说话，玩耍。闷时会想约她出来喝杯茶，逛下街，聊下天的。可能，就算她在忙着，也会死拉她出来的。喜欢一个人，当知道她伤心时，会一边想办法让她开心，但另一边可以跟别人嘻嘻哈哈的。。。喜欢就像是一种行动或动词吧。。。

爱，不算是动词，它是一种感觉。它可以不需要任何行动，任何动作。可能不会约她出来，因为担心她不方便。担心她在忙着。不会在闷时想起她，因为是每时每刻都在想念着她。。。醒来，第一个出现在脑海中的是她，睡了最后一个想着的同样也是她，就连发梦，也想梦见她。。。会无时无刻的望着手机，查看会不会收到了她的信息，就算明知道手机明明就没震动过。。。爱一个人，当她伤心时，你的情绪也会被她给影响的。就算你也在伤心着，也会想尽办法令她开心。要是失败了，你也不会好过。情绪也会很低落。

其实爱一个人真的好痛苦，爱一个不爱自己的，更痛苦。看着一个自己爱的人痛苦，那感觉更痛苦。

女孩，不管你做什么事，做什么决定，男孩都会永远在这里默默的支持你。。。因为男孩，只希望女孩快乐，开心，幸福。知道女孩幸福了，男孩才愿意放手。。。

gud luck to me

what had happened? i really don't know. Maybe i am really stupid, even stupider that i thought.
Happy, sad, happy, sad...
I know everything had changed. At least i can feel that.
I'm really tired. But i won't give up easily.
Teckwei, GOOD LUCK!