is FOREVER FRIEND really exist in this world?
i doubt of this statement...
well... i hv experienced few of it... in my primary skul, i had few gud frens (i think i treat them as gud frens... n they did oso)... but then in the secondary skul, we entered the diff skul... altho both skuls are actually not located far away frm each oth... we seldom meet and day after day, the frenship now no more...even met at street, the most oso jz a simply "hi"...
in my secondary skul.. well, i hv sum num of gud frens also... i still rmbr we went to the graduation trip... the last day quite sum of the fren were crying... worrying tat after leaving the skul, we would start forgetting abt each other... since we experienced it for the primary skul... we even predicted b4 tat, nex time we would meet each other at sumwhere, then jz smile n hv nth to say... it is jz weird, ya, the time is cruel, it may change anythg...
but luckily, we hv proven tat our frenships are strong enuf to fight with the cruel of time... at least, until now, 4 years, we still can keep in touch... altho our frenship reli would been affected a little bit...
well... how abt u? u shud knw tat i hv reli tried a lot to let us to be as fren as last time... but, maybe it is jz nth for u... frenship btw us, is actualy nth... mayb, i was nvr considered as a gud fren, evythg is jz me "imagine" alone... ya, i hv a gud imagination... @@ even a gudbye, i oso been waiting for it... but i couldnt get it... i knw, the thg hv been changed...
there is one sentence i read b4... "sum ppl no nid to say gud bye, coz they are jz pass by..."
maybe i m jz a passby-er in ur life.. and u too...
well, evythg is jz depends on fate... we can do nth... fate, let us meet. fate, let us becum fren. and now fate, seperate us... and wat will fate change on us? we can jz wait n see for it..
anyway, no matter anythg happen in future, i will not forget any of u... coz i truely treat u all as my gud frens..
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
10 February 2010
First and foremost, in the beginning, i wanna wish two of my gud frens, minghooi n khenghooi, a very very happy birthday for their 22 year old and 21 year old...
minghooi, i tried to fon u jz now but u din answer me.. i guess, u slept ady rite? quite a long time no contact with u ady.. mayb u ady forget abt me? @@ anyway, i dun think so la... knw u since standard 1 or 2 ady... u impossible to forget me as well.. we used to be so fren, argue, "gay" etc b4.. rite? anyway, hope can see u again la in this coming cny holiday..
khenghooi, tis feler i knw coz of WFC May 2009... tat time i still duno who is khenghooi actualy.. jz knw tat u r wfc stage manager.. but since entering src, i knw u better lor.. n knw tat u are quite a fei person oso... hehe..
Well, today... no i shud said yesterday, coz ady over 12am ady... was not a gud day.. but actualy the recent days also not...
argueing btw frens.. misunderstanding.. n also sum of the childish mind of sum1... i dunno why there is a person who cannot think for other ppl.. jz thinking of own advantage... i can understnd if it is a kid.. but it is not.. mayb the sum1 is jz playful, ya.. a playful fren is a great one, but in doing the important thg or serious thg, jz hope tat evy1 will reli serious on it... not reli serious la, but at least, see the problem/issue from evyone's view.. hv to think for other oso..
for example, yaa, the car parking in the campus, there are a lot of my frens complaint abt it... "u all no do work one ar... my course even 1 car park oso dn get it.." come on... it is the carpark open for whole campus student knw.. the whole campus got 3000+ students, 1000 apply, n jz 130 get it... jz think, if u get the carpark, other ppl oso will complain oso rite... jz not to think abt own ok? it is randomly picked by the computer n this is the fairest choice for the limited space of carpark... we can do nth... except those staying nearer one, please, dun apply for the car park, utilise the public/uni bus, giv the chances of car park for those ppl staying further..ok?
but, i dun think tat those "drivers" will think like tis..
ok, the nex thg... sumtime we hv to aware of our own mistake... try to look ourselves from 3rd party view... try to think, if i was jz an outsider n got other ppl behave like me, what would i think... will i agree with him? or will i dulan him?
Fren? wat is a fren? ya, fren is the one tat will offer us help whenever we nid... n oso the one we will help them whenever they need us... fren no nid a lot of chatting... but it is understanding..
but, if a fren claimed tat he/she is ur fren, but he/she nvr thinking of ur side... n nvr understnd abt the condition... how would it be?
cny is coming... i still rmbr last time maybe few years ago, there is an tv advertisment abt cny... it goes like tis... a family are eating with the table is full... but there are new ppl coming, so how? ya, they jz add the chairs n let them join the dinner...
i heard sum1 said b4, chinese table vy nice, compared to western rectangle table... n i think it is true oso... coz the chinese round table, there is no restriction on hw many ppl can enter it.. as long as it can be fitted... but the rectangle table, it is a rectangle one... those who sit at the corner, is vy weird n will feel like being ignored and there is no any "qin qie gan"...
the previous two paragraphs show tat i wont hv any comment of a full table with extra no matter hw many person... as long as everyone hv the space... sit nearer, maa got more mesra niaa lor... as we celebrated my coursemate koksheng bday, imagine, our table with abt 13 ppl... n dongjing table is not tat big oso... but, fren maa... wat the problem...
but, fren is fren.. and when doing the decision of sum important issue.. which would relate to other parties.. we cant juz judge sumthg or decide sumthg coz of the word fren... we hv to be fair to evy1... n i hope tat evy1 will understd abt it...
recently jz watched a video quite meaningful...
try to imagine, if let u enter a jungle full of danger, and u are allowed to bring one animal, which one will u giv up 1st (arrange in order from the 1st u will giv up til the last one to be wit u)?
Tiger, peacock, dog, elephant, n monkey...
what will u all choose??
my 1st time watch the video, i choose peacock, ya... coz it is useless for me... i admit tat... n i knw tat i made the wrong decision... y? try to check it out urself...
jz nw IJM QS Tan phoned me to ask abt futsal... but i rejected him coz having steamboat with utar staff... erm.. thn he told me tat my supervisor will go to india nex month... go there for working... erm... hope tat he will success n fulfil his dream laa... since last time during my internship, he keep saying tat go india work can earn a lot and cum bek can becum construction manager ady... hope tat he can reli do tat...
last but not least, jz now, my sis fon me.. n brg me a sudden news... it is not sudden ady actualy... jz, we wont expect it to be happened NOW... it is reli a bad news for the family.. altho evy1 ady prepare for it... LAK GU (my 6th uncle) have leaved us.. his laughing, smiling, n big voice wont be appearing anymore... i think, my mum stil duno abt tis news yet.. coz she maybe sleep ady when he past away.. so they decided not to let the siblings of my mum, including her, knw abt tis news yet... the last time i saw him is during cny oso... he was always a cheerful person... he was always laughing, no matter any event, anywhere, there would be laughing voice if he was there.. i m using the word "was"... is it mean tat he was a past tense ady? wont, i wont be forgetting him forever... without him, i think, coz he was one of the closest sibling of my mum... n thus he quite look after n tek gud care of us also...
LAK GU.. i will miss u forever.. n i believe tat the whole khor family will also miss u...
Life is so short.. any1 can go at anytime... imagine, if today is ur last day, wat would u do?
hope tat there is no regret in life.. and gud nite evy1...
gud person will go to heaven, is it true?
minghooi, i tried to fon u jz now but u din answer me.. i guess, u slept ady rite? quite a long time no contact with u ady.. mayb u ady forget abt me? @@ anyway, i dun think so la... knw u since standard 1 or 2 ady... u impossible to forget me as well.. we used to be so fren, argue, "gay" etc b4.. rite? anyway, hope can see u again la in this coming cny holiday..
khenghooi, tis feler i knw coz of WFC May 2009... tat time i still duno who is khenghooi actualy.. jz knw tat u r wfc stage manager.. but since entering src, i knw u better lor.. n knw tat u are quite a fei person oso... hehe..
Well, today... no i shud said yesterday, coz ady over 12am ady... was not a gud day.. but actualy the recent days also not...
argueing btw frens.. misunderstanding.. n also sum of the childish mind of sum1... i dunno why there is a person who cannot think for other ppl.. jz thinking of own advantage... i can understnd if it is a kid.. but it is not.. mayb the sum1 is jz playful, ya.. a playful fren is a great one, but in doing the important thg or serious thg, jz hope tat evy1 will reli serious on it... not reli serious la, but at least, see the problem/issue from evyone's view.. hv to think for other oso..
for example, yaa, the car parking in the campus, there are a lot of my frens complaint abt it... "u all no do work one ar... my course even 1 car park oso dn get it.." come on... it is the carpark open for whole campus student knw.. the whole campus got 3000+ students, 1000 apply, n jz 130 get it... jz think, if u get the carpark, other ppl oso will complain oso rite... jz not to think abt own ok? it is randomly picked by the computer n this is the fairest choice for the limited space of carpark... we can do nth... except those staying nearer one, please, dun apply for the car park, utilise the public/uni bus, giv the chances of car park for those ppl staying further..ok?
but, i dun think tat those "drivers" will think like tis..
ok, the nex thg... sumtime we hv to aware of our own mistake... try to look ourselves from 3rd party view... try to think, if i was jz an outsider n got other ppl behave like me, what would i think... will i agree with him? or will i dulan him?
Fren? wat is a fren? ya, fren is the one tat will offer us help whenever we nid... n oso the one we will help them whenever they need us... fren no nid a lot of chatting... but it is understanding..
but, if a fren claimed tat he/she is ur fren, but he/she nvr thinking of ur side... n nvr understnd abt the condition... how would it be?
cny is coming... i still rmbr last time maybe few years ago, there is an tv advertisment abt cny... it goes like tis... a family are eating with the table is full... but there are new ppl coming, so how? ya, they jz add the chairs n let them join the dinner...
i heard sum1 said b4, chinese table vy nice, compared to western rectangle table... n i think it is true oso... coz the chinese round table, there is no restriction on hw many ppl can enter it.. as long as it can be fitted... but the rectangle table, it is a rectangle one... those who sit at the corner, is vy weird n will feel like being ignored and there is no any "qin qie gan"...
the previous two paragraphs show tat i wont hv any comment of a full table with extra no matter hw many person... as long as everyone hv the space... sit nearer, maa got more mesra niaa lor... as we celebrated my coursemate koksheng bday, imagine, our table with abt 13 ppl... n dongjing table is not tat big oso... but, fren maa... wat the problem...
but, fren is fren.. and when doing the decision of sum important issue.. which would relate to other parties.. we cant juz judge sumthg or decide sumthg coz of the word fren... we hv to be fair to evy1... n i hope tat evy1 will understd abt it...
recently jz watched a video quite meaningful...
try to imagine, if let u enter a jungle full of danger, and u are allowed to bring one animal, which one will u giv up 1st (arrange in order from the 1st u will giv up til the last one to be wit u)?
Tiger, peacock, dog, elephant, n monkey...
what will u all choose??
my 1st time watch the video, i choose peacock, ya... coz it is useless for me... i admit tat... n i knw tat i made the wrong decision... y? try to check it out urself...
jz nw IJM QS Tan phoned me to ask abt futsal... but i rejected him coz having steamboat with utar staff... erm.. thn he told me tat my supervisor will go to india nex month... go there for working... erm... hope tat he will success n fulfil his dream laa... since last time during my internship, he keep saying tat go india work can earn a lot and cum bek can becum construction manager ady... hope tat he can reli do tat...
last but not least, jz now, my sis fon me.. n brg me a sudden news... it is not sudden ady actualy... jz, we wont expect it to be happened NOW... it is reli a bad news for the family.. altho evy1 ady prepare for it... LAK GU (my 6th uncle) have leaved us.. his laughing, smiling, n big voice wont be appearing anymore... i think, my mum stil duno abt tis news yet.. coz she maybe sleep ady when he past away.. so they decided not to let the siblings of my mum, including her, knw abt tis news yet... the last time i saw him is during cny oso... he was always a cheerful person... he was always laughing, no matter any event, anywhere, there would be laughing voice if he was there.. i m using the word "was"... is it mean tat he was a past tense ady? wont, i wont be forgetting him forever... without him, i think, coz he was one of the closest sibling of my mum... n thus he quite look after n tek gud care of us also...
LAK GU.. i will miss u forever.. n i believe tat the whole khor family will also miss u...
Life is so short.. any1 can go at anytime... imagine, if today is ur last day, wat would u do?
hope tat there is no regret in life.. and gud nite evy1...
gud person will go to heaven, is it true?
Saturday, February 6, 2010
要新年了。。
下星期，新年了咧。但，一点开心的感觉，完全没有。
不懂为什么，曾经小时后很期待新年的到来。
小时候，每当新年快来临时，就一直忙着帮妈妈弄新年饼，包红包的。那时的日子，真的很快乐。
长大了，烦恼多了。也越来越忙了。离新年只有一个星期，但一点气氛都没有。
新年衣，完全没买到。你们相信吗？
朋友与朋友之间的感情，也随着时间，误会，偏见，争吵，越来越淡了。CI G3 之间的节目，也越来越少了，或许，是我们越来越忙了。因为src，utar ball，traveler's den 的开会，活动，使到我与同系同学的感情越来越疏远了吧。
“你能去咩？你很忙的啦。。大忙人” 我朋友曾经跟我说过。。。
其实，我真的不想失去任何朋友。至少，我认为现在我还不会忽略任何一方吧。。。
要新年了咧，从小到大，新年的节目都一样的。年除夕，和婆婆大伯，大伯老婆，姑姑，和我爹娘还有四个姐姐吃团圆饭。多数都会在吉打吃吧。回到家，晚上了，可能会和朋友出去一下。
年初一，去婆婆家拜年，看下戏，吃下饼，等大伯来，拿红包。不久后，就出去拜阿祖（婆婆的妈妈）了。过后，去舅舅家那里，因为我妈的兄弟姐妹都聚会在那里的。而我就会开始和小一辈的玩牌咯。呵呵。。。 晚上回婆婆家吃晚餐，看戏就回加央。
年初二，三也就开始闷了。可能会有一天与朋友们出去拜年啦。。。
但今年，计划换了。每次新年，都会有听见六舅的笑声，有他的存在，就会有笑声了。但，这一次的新年，他，是躺在医院里，跟癌症打斗着。。。也因为这样，这一次的新年聚会，应该也是个沉重的吧。。。
怎样也好啦。。祝大家在新的一年里，快快乐乐的，也可以事事顺利。。。还有，情人节快乐。
虽然我没情人，但也祝我快乐啦。。
不懂为什么，曾经小时后很期待新年的到来。
小时候，每当新年快来临时，就一直忙着帮妈妈弄新年饼，包红包的。那时的日子，真的很快乐。
长大了，烦恼多了。也越来越忙了。离新年只有一个星期，但一点气氛都没有。
新年衣，完全没买到。你们相信吗？
朋友与朋友之间的感情，也随着时间，误会，偏见，争吵，越来越淡了。CI G3 之间的节目，也越来越少了，或许，是我们越来越忙了。因为src，utar ball，traveler's den 的开会，活动，使到我与同系同学的感情越来越疏远了吧。
“你能去咩？你很忙的啦。。大忙人” 我朋友曾经跟我说过。。。
其实，我真的不想失去任何朋友。至少，我认为现在我还不会忽略任何一方吧。。。
要新年了咧，从小到大，新年的节目都一样的。年除夕，和婆婆大伯，大伯老婆，姑姑，和我爹娘还有四个姐姐吃团圆饭。多数都会在吉打吃吧。回到家，晚上了，可能会和朋友出去一下。
年初一，去婆婆家拜年，看下戏，吃下饼，等大伯来，拿红包。不久后，就出去拜阿祖（婆婆的妈妈）了。过后，去舅舅家那里，因为我妈的兄弟姐妹都聚会在那里的。而我就会开始和小一辈的玩牌咯。呵呵。。。 晚上回婆婆家吃晚餐，看戏就回加央。
年初二，三也就开始闷了。可能会有一天与朋友们出去拜年啦。。。
但今年，计划换了。每次新年，都会有听见六舅的笑声，有他的存在，就会有笑声了。但，这一次的新年，他，是躺在医院里，跟癌症打斗着。。。也因为这样，这一次的新年聚会，应该也是个沉重的吧。。。
怎样也好啦。。祝大家在新的一年里，快快乐乐的，也可以事事顺利。。。还有，情人节快乐。
虽然我没情人，但也祝我快乐啦。。
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
moody... moody... moody...
yes i m moody...
so i hv no mood to write anythg here...
>.<
urgghhhh~~~~~~ aaarrrrr~!!!!!!!
gud nite!!!!!!!!
so i hv no mood to write anythg here...
>.<
urgghhhh~~~~~~ aaarrrrr~!!!!!!!
gud nite!!!!!!!!
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