Saturday, September 12, 2009

Y3 S1 study week...

Frankly, i know that this semester i have become very, super lazy for academic...
Actually, i already predict that this semester, my result will surely drop from heaven to ground, or maybe paradise to hell... This semester, i suddenly join a lot of activities... make myself super busy of it... even now, study week, i still have to worry of the trip organized by my society... still need to update and deal with people from outside... i know tat, since the day that i join such committee, i will be sacrificing my studies, but i just wanna learn more thing during my university life, university is a place for us to learn not only academic, but also communication, leadership, or organizing skill, and also to build up our friendship right? But, i just know that i am not yet ready to sacrifice my result... really, not...

This semester, I have 5 subjects... okay, i arrange the subjects in the sequence of which comes first for this final exam. .

1st- fluid mechanics 2 (i will never study anything related to water again in my life, hate it.. how the fluid flow is its business, not i wanna go swim in it, why need to study it?! ><)

2nd- principle of electrical engineering (weird huh? i study civil engineering, but i never have a subject named 'principle of civil engineering', but i have to study principle of electrical engineering now... Wondering if my friends who are taking electrical engineering got to study 'principle of civil engineering' or not @@)

3rd- construction technology (a subject taught by our dearest Dr. Low Kaw Sai again... this subject, totally theory... i also don't know what is it about... seem like the theory about geotechnical engineering only. And just know that it seem like quite useless for me... because i hate memorizing the most!!!)

4th- geotechnical engineering (well, this subject all calculation, seem like i SHOULD like it a lot, because i prefer calculation than memorizing... But, i kept sleeping, chatting, coming late for this class... so till now, i also don't know what had i leard in this subject)

5th- structural concrete design (this subject i think is most important and related most to my field... but i can't find any interest in it... why? because of the good lecturer and good syllabus of this subject... till now, i think everyone of us still don't know what is the accurate method to solve the question... since the lecturer always "erm... we assume like this"... assume?? ya, she told us that there is no fix answer for the question... everything just assume.... and somemore, maybe the next class, she will tell you that she did wrongly in the previous lecture =.=")

ok, thats all for the subjects in my semester of this... no mood of studying these thing... i think, i just suitable to study those fundamental subjects... mathematics, statics etc. Those technical subjects, please, don't disturb me ><

Especially this study week, i touch only the subject that i THOUGHT is the easiest... principle of electrical engineering.. 1 subject in 1 week... i gonna die soon... i don't know why i will be so lazy... somemore i study this subject and that thing that is special is... i don't understand and cannot solve the tutorial question at all even if i have finish studied this subject...

Eh, ya.. i studied 1 more subject also... STATICS! yup... now i think my statics for 3D is quite pro already.. may score A if i take the exam.. haha.. but, useless for my subjects this semester.. ><

Besides, i really unlike the feeling that people keep thinking that i had really study a lot, but i am actually not.. and the feeling that people keep on saying that i very pro in certain subject already, or maybe need not study also can score very good result in the exam, saying that i am very fake that i said i haven't study at all... this will be annoying me since it will give me a lot of stress... if i really study, i will honestly tell you... it is not anything that is shameful... but if i haven't study anything, please, i am serious...

start worrying of my coming exam result... although a lot of my friends ask me not to be so stress, ask me to study hard, ask me to "add oil"... i think i may disappoint you all this semester...
GIVE UP? i hope i will not...

Friday, September 11, 2009

小丽。一个邻家女孩

小丽是个邻家女孩,一个乖巧但有点内向的女孩。
但内心的她,却是个一直有点想让自己生活更加的多姿多彩的女孩,所以难免有时会想想试着放肆自己,尝试下当下个坏女孩的感觉。
不懂从几时开始,环境的影响,让她慢慢的有了怨恨。怨恨,是为了向保护自己。
曾经被出卖的她,变得越来越不敢相信任何人,除了她自己。因为在她心里,只有自己,是不会出卖、背叛自己的。
外表很懦弱的她,却装出一副很坚强的样子,但其实,她也不过是个希望有人保护,有人了解,有人爱护的小女孩。
内心总有着很多烦恼,很多心事。但总自己会一个人承受,从不告诉任何人。不认识她的人,会觉得她很冷漠,很安静,也或许,很骄傲。
想交朋友的她,却不懂得如何跟人沟通。她总希望可以有个信得过的知己,却找不到。想和朋友促进感情,却找不到那么的一个机会。
想让自己可以变得更快乐,更外向的她,难免会试着叛逆,难免会做错事,难免会遇到挫折。但,有哪个人没年轻过,没叛逆过;有哪个人敢说自己没做过任何错事;有哪个人没遇过波浪的。最重要的是,叛逆了懂回头;做错了懂知错、改过;遇到困难懂去克服它。这才是长大,变成熟的一个阶段。
私底下的小丽,是个喜欢宁静的人。喜欢看看海的她,只要望着一片无际的海洋,可以让她逃离烦人的世界,也可以让她找回真正的自己。她,向往自由,却被紧紧地绑着。。
其实,小丽只希望可以快乐,她,没错。她只想拥有一班好朋友,可以开开心心的过日子,不想被人欺负,想保护自己。。。
只要她认真寻找,她会找到一个值得自己相信的好朋友,也会找到真正让自己开心的方法。。。

Monday, September 7, 2009

回家。。。

这次是我进入degree的第一次载studyweek时回来。之前,除了foundation,我从来不会回家的。但这次,如果我不回来,也许得等到明年才能回了。时间被排得紧紧的。。。

16/9-28/9 :考试
1-2/10 : 去关丹
5-7/10:去柔佛比赛
12/10-31/12 :开始工作

唉, 命苦。。。 

我这次是9月4日就回来了,那天刚刚赶完14个星期的assignment,就是那个起屋子给原主民但是过后他又不要建的那个。。。赶了整个通宵,弄到4。55pm才搞定,5点得交了,赶着印,binding,到大学时已经5。10pm了。。。打给风扇,又不听电话,pigeonhole又剩下几本assignment罢了,应该是被视为late submission了吧,但,好在我们有高人相助哈哈哈。。 

那天一回到家,就开始收拾东西了,因为得赶去pudu买巴士票,第一次,当场买当场回,如果没有票,就再扛着重重的书包去三姐那的。但是,在我出门前,忽然找不到我的手表,现在也还蛮担心的,没有那手表,感觉周身不自在。。。我老豆在我中四时送我的咧,从我那时每次考试都会戴着它的,希望回到kl时可以找回来 ><

收拾着时,宝贝猪(别误会,是个男的。。。ken)在msn问我要不要去ms.cheryl 家喝酒,开party,看戏哦。。。但他没去。。。(ms.cheryl:UTAR DSA officer)。。。 我怎样去啦,回家大过天咧。。呵呵。。。不久后,kelvin又打电话来了,也是叫我去,结果我又拒绝了咯。。。呵呵

9点,赶着下来去pudu,一出电梯,听到一声“teckwei”从后面传来。。。哇,看到kelvin,miss ong他们一大班。。。还以为他们这么好心来送我,哪里知道原来他们是泊车后要走去ms cheryl家(才懂,原来ms cheryl住我家那里罢了,哈哈)

到了pudu,买11点的巴士票,就去了kfc吃一人晚餐。。。可怜。。。在那里坐到10。55pm就赶着跑去巴士那里。。。那白痴巴士忽然换了停的地方,好彩我找得到,不然就不用回了。。。 

六点半到加央,当天,miao信息来说他回来了,问要不要出来。。。过后又说天杰约去kfc。。什么?!kfc?唉。。。又再来?!算啦。。。就去啦。。。miao说他为了我回来的哦,难道不给面子咩。。虽然让他在我家等了一下子。。。 哈哈
结果那晚我们(我,天杰,miao,思贤)就在kfc那呆了差不多一小时,真的只是呆而已,没买到半样东西,kfc的老板应该会很讨厌我们吧哈哈。。。(因为太多人了,没有人愿意牺牲去排队,哈哈)。。。 结果我们换去海之味,也加了一个andy。。。

第二天,没什么事情发生。。。只是我睡觉,上网罢了。。。唉。。。废的一天。。。

第三天,刚才。。。也没什么特别的事,二姐的朋友从槟城来这里找房间,不懂算不算可怜,被派来加央医院做工。。。然后二姐和老豆就陪他们去找房间咯。。。好人咧。。。当然啦,我家人嘛,有我的遗传的咧^^ 下午,和女孩出去,很久没见到她了,大概。。。快一年了吧。。。这次出去,没之前的那么不自在了,还蛮轻松的。。。看海,很久没看到海了咧。。。虽然,难看了点,但也算是海啦。。。 呵呵。。。要回去了,她也要走了,不懂以后再相见的日子是几时。。。

回来学业了。。。这次,完全是。。。几乎放弃了。。。原本以为读electrical会满容易的。。。还好啦,读时满容易,做练习时,唉,不说了啦。。。越说越伤心。。。算了啦。。。 

晚安了大家。。。有机会,满想出去看看星空的,满想念之前躺在沙滩看星星的感觉(和weihao一起,两个男人一起看,浪漫咧~)。。。在kl,没海边,没星星。。。唉。。。

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

这几天的我。。。唉

国庆日了咯。。。
52年了,今年的国庆日,应该可以说是我在这里过得最国庆的一次。
参了src,所以无端端的得负责国庆日的展览(虽然我。。。好像。。。没什么贡献的)。。。
其实我是有工作做的,但,因为技术上的点点问题,忘了转闹钟,手机忘了开声音,结果忘了起身,忘了准备茶点给vip =.="

八月三十日晚上,bear/sr korkor 打电话给我。叫我去晚餐哦。。。还有美诗/sr sousou和kelvin。。以为吃个晚餐而已咯,结果,忽然就去了titiwangsa 公园,还有dataran merdeka,要看烟花哦。。。结果。。。到了那里,果然很多很多人,还有个大营幕在那的草场上,那时大概11。45pm,我们就坐在草上看电视咯,tv2那时播着有关历史的电影,感觉上满好看的其实。。。但我们看时已经要完了。。。所以只看到一幕,是播着umno-mca的聚会,然后东姑在台上说他们要去英国争取独立,但不够钱,所以那时就很多人捐钱,满感动的。。。呵呵。。。
过后,看着旁边的大钟楼,快十二点了。结果就 “咚咚咚”。。。竟然没人倒数的哦,只是响了不久,就有几个人在乱喊乱叫。。。然后几个人站起来走回去。。。一些人在路边乱乱跳舞。。。结果,我们就很无奈的走回去车那里。。。烟花?发梦啦。。。

八月三十一日,和弟弟女儿出去看戏,还有一位好像是什么bbq的 lim。。。 去klcc 看 orphan。。。还不错的一部戏,只是没想象中的那么恐怖。。。只是后面满紧张的。。。哟,第一次跟女神女佣看戏咧。。。09年8月31日,这天不能忘掉咯。。。哈哈哈。。。看2pm的,我却1。45pm 才从蕉赖弟弟家赶过去,以为迟到了啦。。。结果。。。 呵呵,还好啦。。。 哈哈哈哈哈。。。
过后,去mv吃sushi,我人生中第一次的shashimi,相隔不懂五六年没吃了的sushi,统统在这一天吃了。。。 呵呵。。。过后,载弟弟去timesquare那里找家人,结果,迷路了。。。走到。。。pj。。。再弯个大弯才去到目的地。。。真的是。。。厉害到。。。
过后哦,就去三姐家咯,还车给她,再等khoo来载我们回setapak,因为bear/sr korkor叫去他家火锅哦,也是满突然的。。。八点开始的,但我们10点才到。。。女王女佣也有去。。。之前还担心他们俩会不习惯,结果,我的担心是多余的,因为,他们俩竟然玩游戏时还比我疯狂哈哈哈。。。 这样一搞,就6点早上了。。。

今天呢,4。30pm就去了pj。。。去和那里src弄个joint event-merdeka week exhibition。。。好听是我们联办,不好听就是我们是他们的下属,被他们点来点去。。。我们是客人,来帮他们做东西,一句谢谢都没有,还丢下我们在那里,自己回家了。。。好,我喜欢!够爽快!
过后就和ms ong去 sentosa 吃晚餐。。。快9点半了才回家。。。

明天(等下)。。。开始就快疯了。。。开始忙到快死了。。。bridge competition的开会,traveler's den 的开会(应该没去了)。。。 过后再讨论assignment,晚上又要开始赶assignment 和准备presentation的资料了。。。唉,最惨的都是那烂风扇的assignment!!很烦很烦很烦!!!!!

(*烂风扇~我的其中一位教授 lam foong sin)