Y3 S1 study week...

Frankly, i know that this semester i have become very, super lazy for academic...
Actually, i already predict that this semester, my result will surely drop from heaven to ground, or maybe paradise to hell... This semester, i suddenly join a lot of activities... make myself super busy of it... even now, study week, i still have to worry of the trip organized by my society... still need to update and deal with people from outside... i know tat, since the day that i join such committee, i will be sacrificing my studies, but i just wanna learn more thing during my university life, university is a place for us to learn not only academic, but also communication, leadership, or organizing skill, and also to build up our friendship right? But, i just know that i am not yet ready to sacrifice my result... really, not...

This semester, I have 5 subjects... okay, i arrange the subjects in the sequence of which comes first for this final exam. .

1st- fluid mechanics 2 (i will never study anything related to water again in my life, hate it.. how the fluid flow is its business, not i wanna go swim in it, why need to study it?! ><)

2nd- principle of electrical engineering (weird huh? i study civil engineering, but i never have a subject named 'principle of civil engineering', but i have to study principle of electrical engineering now... Wondering if my friends who are taking electrical engineering got to study 'principle of civil engineering' or not @@)

3rd- construction technology (a subject taught by our dearest Dr. Low Kaw Sai again... this subject, totally theory... i also don't know what is it about... seem like the theory about geotechnical engineering only. And just know that it seem like quite useless for me... because i hate memorizing the most!!!)

4th- geotechnical engineering (well, this subject all calculation, seem like i SHOULD like it a lot, because i prefer calculation than memorizing... But, i kept sleeping, chatting, coming late for this class... so till now, i also don't know what had i leard in this subject)

5th- structural concrete design (this subject i think is most important and related most to my field... but i can't find any interest in it... why? because of the good lecturer and good syllabus of this subject... till now, i think everyone of us still don't know what is the accurate method to solve the question... since the lecturer always "erm... we assume like this"... assume?? ya, she told us that there is no fix answer for the question... everything just assume.... and somemore, maybe the next class, she will tell you that she did wrongly in the previous lecture =.=")

ok, thats all for the subjects in my semester of this... no mood of studying these thing... i think, i just suitable to study those fundamental subjects... mathematics, statics etc. Those technical subjects, please, don't disturb me ><

Especially this study week, i touch only the subject that i THOUGHT is the easiest... principle of electrical engineering.. 1 subject in 1 week... i gonna die soon... i don't know why i will be so lazy... somemore i study this subject and that thing that is special is... i don't understand and cannot solve the tutorial question at all even if i have finish studied this subject...

Eh, ya.. i studied 1 more subject also... STATICS! yup... now i think my statics for 3D is quite pro already.. may score A if i take the exam.. haha.. but, useless for my subjects this semester.. ><

Besides, i really unlike the feeling that people keep thinking that i had really study a lot, but i am actually not.. and the feeling that people keep on saying that i very pro in certain subject already, or maybe need not study also can score very good result in the exam, saying that i am very fake that i said i haven't study at all... this will be annoying me since it will give me a lot of stress... if i really study, i will honestly tell you... it is not anything that is shameful... but if i haven't study anything, please, i am serious...

start worrying of my coming exam result... although a lot of my friends ask me not to be so stress, ask me to study hard, ask me to "add oil"... i think i may disappoint you all this semester...
GIVE UP? i hope i will not...