AUBBC 2010

What is AUBBC?

Well, AUBBC stands for Asian Universities Build-and-Break Competition. It is an annual event that is organized by IStructE and UNITEN, in which the participants will be given a time limit to construct a structure with the materials provided and then break the structure by adding load onto it. The lightest structure which is broken by the heaviest load will win the competition. Thus, the competition will be judged by the ratio of load/self-weight.

This was my 2nd time to join this competition. Last year, Richard, Peter, Yizhong, Lianwei and me, together with another team of seniors represented UTAR in this competition. Luckily, we didn't lose that time, why? The reason that caused us not lose that competition was... we get disqualified in aspect of the dimension required, disqualified not equal to lose, I guess.. lol

Still remember last year???

The very "cute" cantilever structure that constructed by us last year XD

The breakfast given by us last year... seem pity right? lol

After one year, which was after the final examination last semester, 2/10/2010. Initially, I was quite regret for registering this competition, because I missed a part-time job for the whole week which can let me earn rm100/day due to this competition. And, in my mind, I joined this competition was merely for fun only because honestly, I believed that to win this competition is totally impossible.

That morning, we gathered at UTAR on about 7am. The participating teams from UTAR included our team (me, yizhong, richard, lianwei and koksheng) and another team of hueixing. Upon reaching there, heard that Steven absent for the competition and to be replaced by Chongyang. That time there is a thought in my mind... "aiyo, if I know that can find replacement, I can go for the part-time job already!! ><" But, everything was too late already.

Soon, we reached UNITEN by UTAR bus. The leading lecturer was Dr Jeffrey, our... erm... lovely... lecturer in Stuctural class last semester LOL.


Upon reaching UNITEN, this lecturer keep using his status in structural engineer field to search and try to ask for the question from his engineer friends who involve in organizing the competition. But after that, he was very disappointed to tell us that he failed to get the question as all his friends said that they didn't know the question also lol.

Then we were asked by Dr Jeffrey to do a quite "siasui-ing" action in the competition venue in front of other competitors from other universities. He asked us to hold the UTAR flag and took a group photo in front of the stage. It was really O.M.G to do this in front of so many people. So, we did it fast and get back to seat fast also hahaha.


This time the competition venue is still the same, unless the space given for each group was smaller, because the participating teams were increasing, from 30+ last year to 55 this year. And, there were 5 teams from oversea countries, which were 1 from National Taiwan University, 1 from China Tongji University, 2 from National University Singapore, and another from Nanyang Technology University, Singapore. The oversea participants also increased if compared to last year which had only one oversea team that came from Singapore.

The competition was started from 11am until 1.30pm. In this two and half hours, we were given "lidi", satay sticks, masking tapes, thread, scissors, pencil, erasers, papers and a hook. And after blow water, construct, and finish the structure in two and half hours, we had our lunch. During the construction, there was a judge, whom we called him as Dr Ooi, because he quite look alike Dr Ooi who taught us Fluid Mechanics I last time, always talked to us and comment on our structure. He seems like not confident in our structure and said "Do you all know how an arc works? Ok, then you all will see why I say so." But at the end, he did really helped us on improving our structure that he asked us try to press on the loading point and see which was the weak part to be improved.

After the competition, I took the chance to capture few pictures of structures built by other teams. Of course, the first one is our team product, which is a lot nicer than last year "cute" cantilever LOL.

Ours~~~!

NTU, Singapore

NTU, Taiwan

This should be from Tungji, China, I forget already ><

When we were having our lunch, the judges were measuring the dimension of the structures and deciding which teams to be qualified. After lunch, that was the loading session. Team by team was asked to take their structure to the stage and loaded with a pail filled by stones. Only the qualified teams will be asked (Last year our team was not called the name, so indicating disqualified). But this year, before all the qualified teams going up to the stage, the emcee also announced the groups that qualified. We were damn scaring and worrying that the same thing will happen again, which is DISQUALIFIED. But luckily, 43 UTAR, this number was called!! we were quite happy and I still joking with my friends that I will have to save my camera battery so that it can still be used when we got prize... they said I thought too much already LOL...

The load testing session was going on. It was tested by hanging a plastic pail on the hook placed on the structure, and filling it by tiny stones until it failed. Then the pail together with the tiny stones was weighed and obtained the failing load. The structure itself was also weighed before loaded in order to obtain its self-weight. The highest ratio of load/self-weight would be the champion. While the testing went on, there was a team performing very good, because normally other teams just used one pail, but they used two! Their failing load was one and half full pail of stones. Similarly, that time, I also jokingly discussed with my teammates on how should us hang the second pail if we succeeded LOL.

Our team was called to go up to the stage then. Before we wanted to test, the judges around directly asked us to put the 1kg-steel weight into the pail, and just continued to fill it with stones. I was so worrying that it will fail as I was the one to hold the pail that time. But the judges around asked us not to worry, just fill the pail till full. Finally, we finished filling the whole pail, taking out the stones, filled it again with all the steel weight. It was still not yet failed. We reached the second pail! And we were asked not to use stones but directly use the steel. Similarly two pails were full! Finally, the judges brought a long hook for us to hang all the weights. And again, the area can be used to hang the weights all was finished. That time, the judges said a sentence "now, we meet a problem, we have not enough load!".

We were then asked not to delay the time, and asked to bring our structure down of the stage first. After all other teams finish testing, we got to test it again. End up, our structure was failed at the weight of about 11kg, which the ratio was 20.8.

It was really an unforgettable moment for everyone of us. We finally won a well-known competition in civil engineering field and it was the second time for UTAR civil engineering to win prize in competition. First is the Nehemiah Competition which is nationwide and second is this AUBBC which is Asian-wide!!

We were quite proud of this winning because we were not just lucky to win a bit compared with others, but we won quite far away from others! For information, the first runner-up (2nd place) got the ratio of 13+!!! It was really a meaningful moment for everyone of us, including our lecturer, who in his email to other lecturers stating that "I am proud to say that they (referring to us) are my student in structural class this semester." XD

Final Year Project a.k.a. FYP

Today, I am at Kangar, Perlis. Ya, I am having my holiday, or semester break now, from 26/9 until 17/10/2010. This indicates that I have completed my UTAR degree year 4 sem 1. This was definitely a tough and busy semester. I believe that my friends around can sense it too. I joined less activities this semester, I seldom hang out with them this semester. Why was I so busy? 1st, the most important one, my final year project, or it is usually called as FYP, which caused quite a headache for me the whole semester, and I guess that this headache will continue until I finish my whole degree.

As mentioned in previous post, my title for FYP was "Microstructural behavior of lightweight foam concrete". In this project, the instruments that initially required were quite high-tech one, and of course, the price of the instrument were also very high $$$$$. One of the instruments, which was the most important one, was named as SEM - Scanning Electron Microscope , and the another was XRD - X-ray Deflectometry (the name I not sure correct or not lol). According to my lecturer, these instrument costs about hundred thousands, and UTAR have acquired the XRD last semester, while the SEM will be reaching UTAR by end of this year also. Because of this FYP, Sintat and me, both had attended a so-called training or I think it is more to briefing of the XRD. However, after that I had told by the lecturer that we may not use that instrument already because he has to be around us whenever we use that instrument, so it would be quite troublesome. Besides, the SEM also the same. Thus, end up, we will only use an optical microscope for this FYP. Well, this indicates that our title was totally different from the initial one, from microscopic behavior to air-void characteristic =.="

However, this is still a quite tough project, of course, because if it is easy, it is not more FYP, rite? Below will show some of the photo for my FYP... and they are more to the photos of concrete casting...
Well, we are planning to do the research for the concrete until the age of 6months. That caused us being so damn busy the whole semester because we have to complete the 6-month sample preparation before September, otherwise, we will not possible to finish it next year. That was really a great relieve after all the samples were completed. What came next was the 1st submission of report, i.e. first three chapters of the FYP reports. Everyone started to do it quite early, and that's the actual way. But me? started to do it on week 13, almost week 14 =.= Luckily, it can be completed on the due date/time. I write it here "on" not "before" because the deadline was on 5pm, Monday, and I really submit it on that time, 5pm!!

Then, the next day was the presentation of the FYP. It can be said as the presentation of mine in degree with which I most satisfy XD

End of the presentation means that we have to face the final examination. Although the subjects in this semester were all sucks, all of them were over now!! :)


This was the "cute" cartoon, I guess that I created and put it in my FYP presentation as the introduction for the problem statement, cute right? lol

Weekend of WEEK 12 is ended. Don’t know why, this semester pass till very fast, fast till a bit too fake already. All of my coursemates feel that too. WHY? Is it normal feeling for a final year student? I just remember this semester has just started not long ago. It is started by a May Intake, and I was attending the orientation.

It is followed by icebreaking, city tour, and festival. Yaa, FEStival! It is a so-called last event in our term of being SRC. FEStival= a campus carnival which was just prepared everything by us in 19 days… ya, 19 days, which is NINE-TEEN! Although it was not as happening, as success, as the FEStival in my mind, it was a great job for all of us!

Well, since it is a final year for us, we have to do a project in order for us to be awarded the degree. This project has a name which u will never guess, the name of this so-great project is… known as final year project. What a good name ya? So, in my so called fyp (final year project), I have chosen a title by a lecturer of a subject in my course… I still remember, I choose the title is based on the lecturer. Well, some lecturers I have no interest on them, since they are some not as nice as we know them. Some lecturers are nice, but I have no interest on their subject. Although the subject of the title I choose is not really my interest also (actually I don’t know I have interest which subject in this civil engineering also… seem all also very boring =.= except, maths, maybe…) I choose this subject, concrete technology, because of my future career, maybe. Since I will be working in IJM, which is a construction company, it is beneficial for me to know more on the building material, rather than the design thing, which is not the scope of a contractor. Besides, IJM has a concrete factory as well. So, taking this title, may give me another path after my graduation, rather than just working at construction site. So, I choose CONCRETE.

So, what title have i chosen? Microstructure Behavior of Light Weight Foam Concrete. It seem like very PRO rite? Actually the scope, as the name, is just study the microstructure of the concrete. But, u think to study the microstructure easy? >.<>

And thus, the nightmare begins…

OK, don’t talk about those sad things already. Let’s talk about this weekend. 21^st and 22^nd of August, the days of which I initially want to go for a camp, Famine 30. I have taken the form from friend and promised that I will be going to help on the camp. But, when I know the date, I returned the form to him. It is not because of assignment, not because of test, or anything, but it is because of someone, someone I have known for 15 years, Khoo Yi Yan. She warned, erm… not warn laa I think, is invite or welcome me to go for her convocation of degree which drop on 22^nd!!! So, what to do? One is a famine 30, which is a camp that I wanna go, another is the once-in-life convocation of my best friend of 15 years. No choice, I sacrifice the camp.

So, without going camp, that was what my activities for this Saturday and Sunday. Saturday, I woke up, not long after that, go to uni, to sieve sand for my project. Initially, I thought it would not be so tough, as I decided to use the machine. So, I brought my mp3, bought a Sinchew, planned to go lab, let the machine do eveythg, and I read newspaper and listen to mp3 alone. Who know, reaching there, I found that the machine plug is broken! WTF!!!> <>

Until 4pm, i stopped the sieving job, coz the sand is finished and thus I start to refill the sand from oven. After that refill the sand in oven from outside… When I move the sand from outside to the lab, there is a slope… and I was focusing on moving the sand and the slope was too steep, the trolley was lost of control and I fell into the longkang ><>

OK… what a pity day. I was quite pissed off of my life that time. 4.45pm, the lab was closing, and I have finished my refilling job. Thus, I went to DK there looking for any bus. I saw the bus uncle for genting klang, so it means that there will be bus at 5.15pm… OK, since I was passing by him, I just saja asked him…

”uncle, sat lagi pukul lima ada bus kan?”

“tak tau, tengok dulu lar… kalau ada orang, jalan la. Takda, tak jalan lor… kalau satu orang saja tak akan jalan la…”

“apa?! Satu orang tak jalan?!”

“tak boleh la… nanti bos marah lor..u panggil laa kawan kwan u mai”

“saya mai buat lab saja, saya seorang saja. Ok, kamu mau berapa orang baru jalan?”

“kurang kurang pun empat lima lar..bos saya marah saya lorr dulu sebab bawa seorang saja, dia kata petrol mahal”

“bos kamu sapa?”

“itu Kampar punya” (smiling there, but eye not looking at me)

“Kampar kampar lar, sini Klang Valley maa. Bukan Kampar yang control.. Bos kamu PJ sana ar? Saya mau complain sudah lor.. mana ada kata seorang tak bawa punya. Kalau tak jalan, saya Monday pergi dsa complain u punya bos. Itu tugas kamu semua maa, mana ada kata petrol punya” (i reli wanna beh tahan ady)

“tengok dulu lar… nanti baru mari la”

“ok, nanti pukul lima saya mari ar… kalau tak jalan, ari isnin saya mesti pi complain punya”

Finally... 5.10pm, it was really me alone only… and the bus departed… guess that he worried on being complained already… it should be himself lazy, didn’t want to fetch me, but all push to his boss..

OK, Sunday… yan convo… aiz… time really pass very very fast. I still can remember the day, we came to UTAR at PJ together… She came 1st with her family, and I went with my family… I at IKEA there that time and she phoned me, asking where I rent my room… and not long later, she said to me tat she rent room at the same row with me also…

We 4 ppl came to UTAR that time. Me, miao, yan and lijong… 4 of us came for taking the course of actuarial science. But, end up, just yan alone succeed to fulfill this dream… Me and miao had changed course before entering our degree… I change to civil engineering, and miao changes to EEE, and then change to KDU Penang somemore. Lijong and yan enter AS, but end of 2^nd sem, jong change to KDU accounting pulak… The days at PJ is still vivid in my mind… I still remember the 1^st mid term test in my UTAR life is computer studies. Then the 1^st mid term that I worry in UTAR is Physics1… all of us scare of the subject. Tat day, I still told yan tat nvrmind la… in our life, sure hv to fail once de maa… have to experience the feeling of failing in test. LOL. But luckily lar, we passed ^^

So, fast… yan graduate already. Miao also finish his studies already. While lijong is going to graduate also end of this year, I think. Just leave me alone… who is still studying at UTAR.. aiz… But studying life is enjoying, compared to working life, I know… if without exam, test, report, assignment, then the studying life is the greatest one!!

One more semester, my degree life is going to end. I know, I will surely miss my uni life after that. Sob~

Weekend of WEEK 12

Weekend of WEEK 12 is ended. Don’t know why, this semester pass till very fast, fast till a bit too fake already. All of my coursemates feel that too. WHY? Is it normal feeling for a final year student? I just remember this semester has just started not long ago. It is started by a May Intake, and I was attending the orientation.

It is followed by icebreaking, city tour, and festival. Yaa, FEStival! It is a so-called last event in our term of being SRC. FEStival= a campus carnival which was just prepared everything by us in 19 days… ya, 19 days, which is NINE-TEEN! Although it was not as happening, as success, as the FEStival in my mind, it was a great job for all of us!

Well, since it is a final year for us, we have to do a project in order for us to be awarded the degree. This project has a name which u will never guess, the name of this so-great project is… known as final year project. What a good name ya? So, in my so called fyp (final year project), I have chosen a title by a lecturer of a subject in my course… I still remember, I choose the title is based on the lecturer. Well, some lecturers I have no interest on them, since they are some not as nice as we know them. Some lecturers are nice, but I have no interest on their subject. Although the subject of the title I choose is not really my interest also (actually I don’t know I have interest which subject in this civil engineering also… seem all also very boring =.= except, maths, maybe…) I choose this subject, concrete technology, because of my future career, maybe. Since I will be working in IJM, which is a construction company, it is beneficial for me to know more on the building material, rather than the design thing, which is not the scope of a contractor. Besides, IJM has a concrete factory as well. So, taking this title, may give me another path after my graduation, rather than just working at construction site. So, I choose CONCRETE.

So, what title have i chosen? Microstructure Behavior of Light Weight Foam Concrete. It seem like very PRO rite? Actually the scope, as the name, is just study the microstructure of the concrete. But, u think to study the microstructure easy? >.<>

And thus, the nightmare begins…

OK, don’t talk about those sad things already. Let’s talk about this weekend. 21^st and 22^nd of August, the days of which I initially want to go for a camp, Famine 30. I have taken the form from friend and promised that I will be going to help on the camp. But, when I know the date, I returned the form to him. It is not because of assignment, not because of test, or anything, but it is because of someone, someone I have known for 15 years, Khoo Yi Yan. She warned, erm… not warn laa I think, is invite or welcome me to go for her convocation of degree which drop on 22^nd!!! So, what to do? One is a famine 30, which is a camp that I wanna go, another is the once-in-life convocation of my best friend of 15 years. No choice, I sacrifice the camp.

So, without going camp, that was what my activities for this Saturday and Sunday. Saturday, I woke up, not long after that, go to uni, to sieve sand for my project. Initially, I thought it would not be so tough, as I decided to use the machine. So, I brought my mp3, bought a Sinchew, planned to go lab, let the machine do eveythg, and I read newspaper and listen to mp3 alone. Who know, reaching there, I found that the machine plug is broken! WTF!!!> <>

Until 4pm, i stopped the sieving job, coz the sand is finished and thus I start to refill the sand from oven. After that refill the sand in oven from outside… When I move the sand from outside to the lab, there is a slope… and I was focusing on moving the sand and the slope was too steep, the trolley was lost of control and I fell into the longkang ><>

OK… what a pity day. I was quite pissed off of my life that time. 4.45pm, the lab was closing, and I have finished my refilling job. Thus, I went to DK there looking for any bus. I saw the bus uncle for genting klang, so it means that there will be bus at 5.15pm… OK, since I was passing by him, I just saja asked him…

”uncle, sat lagi pukul lima ada bus kan?”

“tak tau, tengok dulu lar… kalau ada orang, jalan la. Takda, tak jalan lor… kalau satu orang saja tak akan jalan la…”

“apa?! Satu orang tak jalan?!”

“tak boleh la… nanti bos marah lor..u panggil laa kawan kwan u mai”

“saya mai buat lab saja, saya seorang saja. Ok, kamu mau berapa orang baru jalan?”

“kurang kurang pun empat lima lar..bos saya marah saya lorr dulu sebab bawa seorang saja, dia kata petrol mahal”

“bos kamu sapa?”

“itu Kampar punya” (smiling there, but eye not looking at me)

“Kampar kampar lar, sini Klang Valley maa. Bukan Kampar yang control.. Bos kamu PJ sana ar? Saya mau complain sudah lor.. mana ada kata seorang tak bawa punya. Kalau tak jalan, saya Monday pergi dsa complain u punya bos. Itu tugas kamu semua maa, mana ada kata petrol punya” (i reli wanna beh tahan ady)

“tengok dulu lar… nanti baru mari la”

“ok, nanti pukul lima saya mari ar… kalau tak jalan, ari isnin saya mesti pi complain punya”

Finally... 5.10pm, it was really me alone only… and the bus departed… guess that he worried on being complained already… it should be himself lazy, didn’t want to fetch me, but all push to his boss..

OK, Sunday… yan convo… aiz… time really pass very very fast. I still can remember the day, we came to UTAR at PJ together… She came 1st with her family, and I went with my family… I at IKEA there that time and she phoned me, asking where I rent my room… and not long later, she said to me tat she rent room at the same row with me also…

We 4 ppl came to UTAR that time. Me, miao, yan and lijong… 4 of us came for taking the course of actuarial science. But, end up, just yan alone succeed to fulfill this dream… Me and miao had changed course before entering our degree… I change to civil engineering, and miao changes to EEE, and then change to KDU Penang somemore. Lijong and yan enter AS, but end of 2^nd sem, jong change to KDU accounting pulak… The days at PJ is still vivid in my mind… I still remember the 1^st mid term test in my UTAR life is computer studies. Then the 1^st mid term that I worry in UTAR is Physics1… all of us scare of the subject. Tat day, I still told yan tat nvrmind la… in our life, sure hv to fail once de maa… have to experience the feeling of failing in test. LOL. But luckily lar, we passed ^^

So, fast… yan graduate already. Miao also finish his studies already. While lijong is going to graduate also end of this year, I think. Just leave me alone… who is still studying at UTAR.. aiz… But studying life is enjoying, compared to working life, I know… if without exam, test, report, assignment, then the studying life is the greatest one!!

One more semester, my degree life is going to end. I know, I will surely miss my uni life after that. Sob~

A very SUI day...

I never thought that I will have such a day in my university life...well, although I got a little bit exaggerate...

Today, 5/8/2010. I having class on 10am, but I and Sintat already decided to meet each other at 9 today as we would continue our FYP concrete casting. Yes, we are in final year already NOW... a year that is not sweet at all, and FYP is not a good thing at all.....

(Let's make some intro about my FYP, the only final year project, in my life... as to complete my degree in Civil Engineering... It is a project about studies on micro-structure behavior of light weight form concrete...means, basically the steps are... to cast some concrete, if not mistaken should be 140+, then wait for some days, longest is 180 days, leave it there, and crush it using an apparatus...Then, get the strength of it and take some sample of the concrete pieces to study its microstructure using some very expensive instrument... This FYP is tough coz microstructure is something quite detail about material and quite advance study...besides, it requires our hard works on not only studies, and also the real HARD WORK... means u will definitely get sweat and tired after the lab...cause we need to play with cement, sand, water and our hand, clothes will surely get dirty!!!)

OK... let's continue on my pitiful story today.. Although we decided to meet at 9am.. i was just woke up by a phone call on 9.30am. Thus, I rushed very quickly to uni by METRO bus... which i didn't pay for it at all, since the bus feler din ask it from me wad =P
So, end up i reached lab at 10am.

Upon reaching lab, the so-called good senior just finish casting his concrete cubes... OK, because we still have some mold for our concrete. Thus, we started our works by preparing the mold, using spanner, screw etc.. Finally, 8 molds were prepared. We planned to do 8 cubes today.

(Did u noticed that we start our work at 10, on the time which we should be in the class? LOL)

OK... then we also decided to use the orange mixing machine to mix our concrete. But... when we wanna use it... WTH!!! the internal of the mixer was so damn dirty... The so-called senior didn't really wash and clean it after using it just now!!! Really WTF~! So, we spent about half an hour on cleaning the mixer...

Everything done.. and we start our concrete mixing... Everythg seem smoothly... and we adding form into the concrete mixture.. (for info, form is added to concrete so to produce bubble inside the concrete as to make it lighter, thus it is called lightweight form concrete) Our target is 1300kg/m3... Well, we already tried mix it in smaller volume before. So, we approximately know how much form we needed. So, we added 2% inside.... and mix mix mix... OPPS! HOW COME IT FELT SO LIGHT ONE!!!! OMG!!! and we measured, ~1000+ kg/m3 =.=
So, what to do? we sadly... move the mixer to the grass area there... and throw all the concrete mix, our baby, to the grass area there... 8kg cement, 8kg sand which we collected quite a long time... were wasted... We ady started to feel disappointed... And the sky was so damn suit our feeling. IT RAINED... ya... it rained when we were cleaned the mixer, for the 2nd time, after we throw out our concrete. Cleaning the instrument and machine under rain, cool rite? ><

OK, 1st case gone....

Ya... when i was preparing the material... particularly water... when I squatted, my jeans felt like in tension, and suddenly "pliakkkk", my jeans broke...somewhere at my leg there.... so damn sui, dunno why....

OK, we were still not giving up.... But, we decided to cast the cubes in 2 times. 4 cubes + 4 cubes...After preparing all the material needed, we put the heavy mixer container to the machine there, and on it. Guess what, BLARRR BLARR BLARRR!!! DON'T KNOW which stupid feler went touched and adjust that mixer speed to highspeed!!!! and it caused the concrete mix all splashed out of the container. Sintat who on the mixer switch was the victim, his pants and shirt were splashed by the concrete also. It was a really OMG... the floor... also full of concrete. And thus, what to do? This meant that we failed again, and we have to throw and waste our 4kg sand + 4 kg cement AGAIN~! Sadly, we throw the cement n sand away, and continued the next trial....

Preparing evything. And we made sure the machine speed was in the correct position. We on the motor. Adding the foam and everything seem nice. But, how come the concrete felt so nothing! It seem like weightless AGAIN... OK, weighing it first, Sintat somemore wanted to cheat ourselves by putting more volume of concrete as more than 1Litre. But still, the concrete density was just around 1000+ only... Meant, we need to throw all these away again...

THUS, WE WORKED FOR THE WHOLE DAY... AND WHAT WE GET? WE GET TO WASTE A TOTAL OF 16KG CEMENT and 16KG SAND!!!!!! AND WE GAVE UP...

Few hours later, i called the Kaspersky guy, who promised me a job during pc fair, asking him about the dress code for working. Guess what he told me? He said he never promised me, and said he just told me that he will check the availability of the job without promising me anything, sweat. I called him few times before, 1st time, he asked me confirm or not that i can work, i said ok, then he said no problem also. 2nd time, i asked him is it confirm tat i will work already, he said YA, and said me alone only should be no problem, then said will contact me again since he was busy that time. OK, and now he just said a sorry to me. WTF~!

OK... forget it... i was truly tired the whole day. And, after dinner, i was sleeping from 8pm till the next day, which was just now, 8am.... ya, i slept for 12hrs... =.="

Since I don't work for pc fair already. I think I will continue do my FYP lab today. And hope that everything can really run smoothly and NO MORE WASTAGE ON MY DEAREST CEMENT AND SAND ANYMORE PLEASE~!! T.T

A summary of previous events and Kite Story..

It is a dark night. I m now at Bkt Jalil, my sisters' house. A house that gives me a feeling of family at KL, coz all my siblings are staying here. (or i can say, all my sisters laR)

Why will i come over here today? altho it is a monday? this is coz my cute sister bday on the nex day. So my eldest sister planned with me to give her a surprise, coz the bday sis will nver guess tat i will appear at her house to celebrate with her.
(for ur info, according to her, the prev 2 years i also fgt abt her bday and wished her BELATED bday on 21st instead of 20th, lol)

Erm, reli quite a long time i din update my blog ady... Altho quite a lot thg happen around me these months. I felt like blogging all the time, but... laziness, u win lar... hehe

Well, these months, I have joined a lot of activities... 1st, the Redang trip (16-19/5/10)... It was my vy first time in my life to see such a nice and pretty beach. Altho the sea was reli polluted, corals were mostly dead. But i still luv the place a lot! However, since it was organized by the traveler's den and incharged by me, i was not reli fully enjoy myself tat time. Many unexpected thg happen which had spoiled my mood tat time. Lost of participants' belongings, 2-hours late of bus driver, injury of sum participants etc etc... had made me headache all the time. It reli tested my responsibility for the whole trip. Anyway, evythg was solved, the loss of money of the participants was refund by the resort management, evy1 was quite enjoy for the trip. Seeing the participants enjoy is the greatest happiness to the organizer. Altho the bus driver was actualy late for abt 2-3 hrs when we wanna go bek KL, the participants were so understanding and din blame me at all... we summore together in the bus complaining abt the bus driver ^^ After reaching KL, the trip was ended by a McD set for all the participant FOC! which was actualy not in our planning b4 tat!

Tis is my last organized trip throughout my whole uni life, i guess. and i reli thx evy1 who made tis trip a success! Organize a trip is not difficult, but to organize an affordable yet enjoyable trip is reli hard... so, who said RM300+ cant go to Redang?! we proved tat it is wrong! for ur info, our redang trip is cost RM340! including resorts, meals at Redang, 1 t-shirt, 3 packs of snacks, 2 mineral waters, 2 breads, Kurnia personal accident insurance, bus transport for two ways and last but not least, a set of McD!!! it sounds unbelievable? but it is true!

after the trip, i hav joined a camp (28-30/5/10)... my 1st camp after secondary skul... as a participant lar... well, it is a camp introduced by jingying, my kindergarten + secondary skul fren. This camp is organized by YMM and participated by uni/college students from Malaysia and China. The main objective of tis camp is to get know abt chinese of both diff countries. Tis is reali a great experience of mine... coz of tis camp, i get to knw quite a lot of china frens. i get to experience their lifestyle and get to knw more detail abt china. guess wat, most of the china ppl shower together in the bathroom! yaa, w/o any clothes!

another event of mine, is the FEStival 2010. Tis is an event which was planned las semester. the orgnizing committee was formed las sem. but there is no meeting at all since then. evy1 thought tat it will be canceled, coz lack of time. according to prev committee experience, they nid abt 3 months to organize such event. however, we dun wan to cancel it, coz it is jz like an anual event of our campus ady, since two years ago... we dun wan tis to stop coz of us. so, we insist to continue the event, even if it is a small one.. we meeting with the DSA... we went to find sponsorships.. and finally we success to make it (23/6/10)! and it was not a small one! sum even said tat it was greater than the previous year... for me, erm, it may be better, but i think it is a great one ady, since it was an event which we used 19 days to prepare it, including meeting, sponsorship, program etc... gud job for all the committee!

and yaa... forget abt the city tour 6/6/2010... yaa... tis my 2nd time to join city tour... the oldest ever participant for city tour, erm.. i guess.... evy1's student ID was start with 10xxxxx or the committee was start on 09xxxxx but mine... 07xxxxx >.< No choice, sobsob, who asked me go to put my didi on the table to ask her be the chairperson lorr... but nvm lar... i din look old at all rite? :P anyway, it was another great experience for me!

well, time reli wait for no man... vy fast, it is ady week 8 for tis "new" semester... altho it is week 8 ady, but it still seem "NEW" to me... and quite alot of thg happen in these weeks... frens relationship problem... fren's relationship, it seems like not reli related to me rite? but, that frens are both my good frens.. and i hv 2 tek the responsibility of frens to console both of them.. i din even expect tat they would break up.. it reli prove tat nothg is imposible...

Love? wat is it actualy? two persons who loved each other b4 can becum strangers suddenly after they break up... it sounds cruel rite? It made me feel tat it is jz friendship can reli last long, but the probability for relationship to last long is reli an unknown...

recently, my didi told me a story abt kite...playing kite reli have to be skillful... we nid to release sumtime and nid to grab tight sumtime... well, i admit tat i m not a great kite player... since i not reli gud in playing kite since i was small... altho i played few times with andy, miao, chai them at the paddy field there larrr during secondry skul... perhaps, getting a kite is not hard, but to get a suitable kite is reli hard... i dun like the feeling of simply get a kite and play it... mayb, sumtime a kite will fly to us by themselves, sum ppl will grab it and play it until they find another more suitable kite and throw the old one away. There was once a kite fly to me also, and it reli attracted me to grab it tat time, but very soon, once i nearly grab it, i felt it was not the kite i want, the feeling tat the kite give me is not the one i m looking for. Thus, i decided to release my hand, and let it go... i know, altho it is not the kite i m looking for, it might be a great kite for another person...So, evybody, if u r looking for a kite, please choose it carefully.. A suitable kite may last forever. And, if u ady own a kite, please appreciate it, tek gud care of it and love it...

Anyway, again... Dear Fi~ Happy Birthday!!

原来晚安不可随便说...（曾经，我也试过。。。但过去了，该放下了）

你有和喜欢的人聊到很晚的经历么？
你有和他说完晚安才关机睡觉的习惯么？
那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密！
有一天，天堂放假，一个天使来到人间，为了化解自己的无聊，
对一个女孩说，我可以实现你一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……
女孩想得很认真，天使有些害怕，如果她说一些他实现不了的愿望，会很没面子。
总之一定要让她看到天使是多么厉害，我要她崇拜我，我要让她感激我。
“我想每天睡前都能听到你对我说晚安！”
天使惊讶于如此简单的愿望，忽然有一种大材小用的感慨。“好，这很容易！”
天使根本没有多想，就如此轻易的答应了。
女孩也就欢欣雀跃，满心期待着愿望一天一天实现。
晚上，在qq上，天使对女孩说：“晚安！”还画了一个“：*”，说这是给她的晚安kiss。
女孩也就满足的睡去，梦都散发着甜甜的味道。
也偶尔，网关断了，天使也会打个电话给她，对她说晚安，并在电话的另一端亲她的额头，祝她好梦。
不知是从何时开始，天使要开始忙自己的事情了，
他或许是太忙了，连说晚安的时间都没有了。
于是，每天晚上，女孩都满怀期待的等着自己的晚安，
却每晚都在失落中入睡，梦里，
女孩站在远远的地方，看着忙碌的天使，
他或许忙得忘记了晚安的约定，
或许等他有空了，他会把亏欠的晚安都补给她。
最终，天使忙得都忘记了女孩，终于永远的飞走了，带着那许多亏欠的晚安。
很久之后，天堂放假的日子，一大群天使来到人间，
他们问女孩，我们可以每人帮你实现一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……
女孩却没有说出自己的愿望，
她知道，这是个简单到无法实现的愿望，
哪怕是天使，也不能。
真正的天使其实是这个女孩子自已的本身而晚安只是告诉你, 我会想你！
晚安：wan an！ 把这个词的中文拼音拆开 晚安的拼音wan an，
每一个字母都代表一个字就是Wo Ai Ni,Ai Ni——我爱你，爱你！
如果你知道了这个秘密，那么请你：以后聊天后，不要忘了和他说一声：晚安！
有个朋友告诉我，在她的生命中曾经有一份最真挚的感情，没有火花，没有表白，没有交往……她只是在心里默默的爱着一个她认为值得她爱的人，尽管对方已心有所属。
她告诉我，每天睡觉前，她会想他一遍，然后，以朋友的身份跟他说一声“晚安”……于是，我心血来潮，也有了要说“晚安”的冲动，对那个也是我认为的最值得我爱的人

男生的爱只有一次

男生的爱只有一次，
每一个男生都是这样，
他可以对每个女生说“我爱你”，
但他一辈子只会真正爱上一个人，
只有一个。

女生需要的是一个关怀她，爱她，
可以让她依靠，
保护她的人，
当她遇到一个男生时，
爱的死去活来，山盟海誓。

然后因为种种原因的分开，
她不会再记得他，或者说不会记得那么深刻。

因为当她遇到一个更好的男生时，
她会拿两个人来比较，她会觉得遇到更好的是她的幸运。

但男生不是这样，
当他爱上一个女生，
真真正正的爱，
他不会再爱上任何一个人。

当这段感情失败后，
他会把这段记忆放在心里，
把这个女生放在心底。

原来一个男生可以把很多女生放在心里，
但一辈子只有一个女生可以在他心底。

无论他以后会跟再多的女生相处，
他都会清楚的知道，自己最爱的是谁。
无论以后他遇到的女生多么优秀，他也不会改变。

因为他心底的女生是他的支柱，
他不会用她和任何一个人相比，
他认为这种比较是愚蠢的，
他一辈子只会爱她一个。

放在心底的女生，永远的傷痕。

每個男生都是爱面子的，
也许他平时会活的很潇洒，
但在一个人孤独的时候，
会放下所有的尊严，
最后，想哭的就放声痛哭吧！唯獨思念唯一一的她……

frens... and time...

is FOREVER FRIEND really exist in this world?

i doubt of this statement...

well... i hv experienced few of it... in my primary skul, i had few gud frens (i think i treat them as gud frens... n they did oso)... but then in the secondary skul, we entered the diff skul... altho both skuls are actually not located far away frm each oth... we seldom meet and day after day, the frenship now no more...even met at street, the most oso jz a simply "hi"...

in my secondary skul.. well, i hv sum num of gud frens also... i still rmbr we went to the graduation trip... the last day quite sum of the fren were crying... worrying tat after leaving the skul, we would start forgetting abt each other... since we experienced it for the primary skul... we even predicted b4 tat, nex time we would meet each other at sumwhere, then jz smile n hv nth to say... it is jz weird, ya, the time is cruel, it may change anythg...

but luckily, we hv proven tat our frenships are strong enuf to fight with the cruel of time... at least, until now, 4 years, we still can keep in touch... altho our frenship reli would been affected a little bit...

well... how abt u? u shud knw tat i hv reli tried a lot to let us to be as fren as last time... but, maybe it is jz nth for u... frenship btw us, is actualy nth... mayb, i was nvr considered as a gud fren, evythg is jz me "imagine" alone... ya, i hv a gud imagination... @@ even a gudbye, i oso been waiting for it... but i couldnt get it... i knw, the thg hv been changed...

there is one sentence i read b4... "sum ppl no nid to say gud bye, coz they are jz pass by..."
maybe i m jz a passby-er in ur life.. and u too...

well, evythg is jz depends on fate... we can do nth... fate, let us meet. fate, let us becum fren. and now fate, seperate us... and wat will fate change on us? we can jz wait n see for it..

anyway, no matter anythg happen in future, i will not forget any of u... coz i truely treat u all as my gud frens..

10 February 2010

First and foremost, in the beginning, i wanna wish two of my gud frens, minghooi n khenghooi, a very very happy birthday for their 22 year old and 21 year old...

minghooi, i tried to fon u jz now but u din answer me.. i guess, u slept ady rite? quite a long time no contact with u ady.. mayb u ady forget abt me? @@ anyway, i dun think so la... knw u since standard 1 or 2 ady... u impossible to forget me as well.. we used to be so fren, argue, "gay" etc b4.. rite? anyway, hope can see u again la in this coming cny holiday..

khenghooi, tis feler i knw coz of WFC May 2009... tat time i still duno who is khenghooi actualy.. jz knw tat u r wfc stage manager.. but since entering src, i knw u better lor.. n knw tat u are quite a fei person oso... hehe..

Well, today... no i shud said yesterday, coz ady over 12am ady... was not a gud day.. but actualy the recent days also not...

argueing btw frens.. misunderstanding.. n also sum of the childish mind of sum1... i dunno why there is a person who cannot think for other ppl.. jz thinking of own advantage... i can understnd if it is a kid.. but it is not.. mayb the sum1 is jz playful, ya.. a playful fren is a great one, but in doing the important thg or serious thg, jz hope tat evy1 will reli serious on it... not reli serious la, but at least, see the problem/issue from evyone's view.. hv to think for other oso..

for example, yaa, the car parking in the campus, there are a lot of my frens complaint abt it... "u all no do work one ar... my course even 1 car park oso dn get it.." come on... it is the carpark open for whole campus student knw.. the whole campus got 3000+ students, 1000 apply, n jz 130 get it... jz think, if u get the carpark, other ppl oso will complain oso rite... jz not to think abt own ok? it is randomly picked by the computer n this is the fairest choice for the limited space of carpark... we can do nth... except those staying nearer one, please, dun apply for the car park, utilise the public/uni bus, giv the chances of car park for those ppl staying further..ok?

but, i dun think tat those "drivers" will think like tis..

ok, the nex thg... sumtime we hv to aware of our own mistake... try to look ourselves from 3rd party view... try to think, if i was jz an outsider n got other ppl behave like me, what would i think... will i agree with him? or will i dulan him?

Fren? wat is a fren? ya, fren is the one tat will offer us help whenever we nid... n oso the one we will help them whenever they need us... fren no nid a lot of chatting... but it is understanding..
but, if a fren claimed tat he/she is ur fren, but he/she nvr thinking of ur side... n nvr understnd abt the condition... how would it be?

cny is coming... i still rmbr last time maybe few years ago, there is an tv advertisment abt cny... it goes like tis... a family are eating with the table is full... but there are new ppl coming, so how? ya, they jz add the chairs n let them join the dinner...

i heard sum1 said b4, chinese table vy nice, compared to western rectangle table... n i think it is true oso... coz the chinese round table, there is no restriction on hw many ppl can enter it.. as long as it can be fitted... but the rectangle table, it is a rectangle one... those who sit at the corner, is vy weird n will feel like being ignored and there is no any "qin qie gan"...

the previous two paragraphs show tat i wont hv any comment of a full table with extra no matter hw many person... as long as everyone hv the space... sit nearer, maa got more mesra niaa lor... as we celebrated my coursemate koksheng bday, imagine, our table with abt 13 ppl... n dongjing table is not tat big oso... but, fren maa... wat the problem...

but, fren is fren.. and when doing the decision of sum important issue.. which would relate to other parties.. we cant juz judge sumthg or decide sumthg coz of the word fren... we hv to be fair to evy1... n i hope tat evy1 will understd abt it...

recently jz watched a video quite meaningful...
try to imagine, if let u enter a jungle full of danger, and u are allowed to bring one animal, which one will u giv up 1st (arrange in order from the 1st u will giv up til the last one to be wit u)?

Tiger, peacock, dog, elephant, n monkey...

what will u all choose??


my 1st time watch the video, i choose peacock, ya... coz it is useless for me... i admit tat... n i knw tat i made the wrong decision... y? try to check it out urself...

jz nw IJM QS Tan phoned me to ask abt futsal... but i rejected him coz having steamboat with utar staff... erm.. thn he told me tat my supervisor will go to india nex month... go there for working... erm... hope tat he will success n fulfil his dream laa... since last time during my internship, he keep saying tat go india work can earn a lot and cum bek can becum construction manager ady... hope tat he can reli do tat...

last but not least, jz now, my sis fon me.. n brg me a sudden news... it is not sudden ady actualy... jz, we wont expect it to be happened NOW... it is reli a bad news for the family.. altho evy1 ady prepare for it... LAK GU (my 6th uncle) have leaved us.. his laughing, smiling, n big voice wont be appearing anymore... i think, my mum stil duno abt tis news yet.. coz she maybe sleep ady when he past away.. so they decided not to let the siblings of my mum, including her, knw abt tis news yet... the last time i saw him is during cny oso... he was always a cheerful person... he was always laughing, no matter any event, anywhere, there would be laughing voice if he was there.. i m using the word "was"... is it mean tat he was a past tense ady? wont, i wont be forgetting him forever... without him, i think, coz he was one of the closest sibling of my mum... n thus he quite look after n tek gud care of us also...

LAK GU.. i will miss u forever.. n i believe tat the whole khor family will also miss u...

Life is so short.. any1 can go at anytime... imagine, if today is ur last day, wat would u do?

hope tat there is no regret in life.. and gud nite evy1...



gud person will go to heaven, is it true?

要新年了。。

下星期，新年了咧。但，一点开心的感觉，完全没有。
不懂为什么，曾经小时后很期待新年的到来。

小时候，每当新年快来临时，就一直忙着帮妈妈弄新年饼，包红包的。那时的日子，真的很快乐。

长大了，烦恼多了。也越来越忙了。离新年只有一个星期，但一点气氛都没有。
新年衣，完全没买到。你们相信吗？

朋友与朋友之间的感情，也随着时间，误会，偏见，争吵，越来越淡了。CI G3 之间的节目，也越来越少了，或许，是我们越来越忙了。因为src，utar ball，traveler's den 的开会，活动，使到我与同系同学的感情越来越疏远了吧。

“你能去咩？你很忙的啦。。大忙人” 我朋友曾经跟我说过。。。

其实，我真的不想失去任何朋友。至少，我认为现在我还不会忽略任何一方吧。。。

要新年了咧，从小到大，新年的节目都一样的。年除夕，和婆婆大伯，大伯老婆，姑姑，和我爹娘还有四个姐姐吃团圆饭。多数都会在吉打吃吧。回到家，晚上了，可能会和朋友出去一下。

年初一，去婆婆家拜年，看下戏，吃下饼，等大伯来，拿红包。不久后，就出去拜阿祖（婆婆的妈妈）了。过后，去舅舅家那里，因为我妈的兄弟姐妹都聚会在那里的。而我就会开始和小一辈的玩牌咯。呵呵。。。 晚上回婆婆家吃晚餐，看戏就回加央。

年初二，三也就开始闷了。可能会有一天与朋友们出去拜年啦。。。

但今年，计划换了。每次新年，都会有听见六舅的笑声，有他的存在，就会有笑声了。但，这一次的新年，他，是躺在医院里，跟癌症打斗着。。。也因为这样，这一次的新年聚会，应该也是个沉重的吧。。。

怎样也好啦。。祝大家在新的一年里，快快乐乐的，也可以事事顺利。。。还有，情人节快乐。
虽然我没情人，但也祝我快乐啦。。

moody... moody... moody...

yes i m moody...
so i hv no mood to write anythg here...

>.<

urgghhhh~~~~~~ aaarrrrr~!!!!!!!

gud nite!!!!!!!!

1st blog in Year 3 AKA extreme race

Well, this is my 2nd week for my year3 sem3. It is totally a busy sem for me.. my frens can feel it also.. busy for meeting, busy for orientation, busy for internship report, busy for utar ball, busy for assignment, busy for application of wat US thg, busy for etc etc etc..

This morning we having a so-called UTAR 1st extreme race by Askar Wataniah.. It is an event organized at FRIM.. n i join it for no reason oso.. initially wanna go Genting with yiyan, hean, miao etc one.. but.. i put their aeroplane coz of the RM 50 i have submitted to the extreme race.. sobsob..

Well, what do you think abt extreme race? SURE larr muz be extreme!!! but then this one, quite... erm... dunno hw should i describe also.. we are given 2 eggs and we hv to protect it along the race.. there will be so-called criminals to destroy ur eggs... but, it is juz a "so-called" larr... not reli exist one lol..

1st game, search for marble in lake... it reli depends on our luck actually.. coz, if u are lucky enuf, u step on the sphere-like item, u take it up, then if it is a guli, then u succeed... but, if u jz step on small small stones like me, then sorry... hehe... and all the participants all like fighting for the guli onli... including me of coz..

Well, there are other games as well, like eat leaves, pumping in water, rolling on the grass under the hot sun (i kena khaishen kick my head many times >.<) etc etc.. yaa, there is a station, where there is a plate of wormmmm.. EAT WORM?!!!!! no lar, fear factor mehh? jz simply nid to use ur tongue to tek the papers out from the plate onli lar...swt rite?

Yaa, another game!!! puzzle!!! and for u to play the puzzle u hv to wait 1st, coz so many teams, and there are onli 2 o 3 puzzle there... so u nid to wait.. wait.. then pumping, sit-up again, and the most important is let the person-incharge there happy,then u may proceed to the game...haha...

So, we used our team song, to let them happy... tat was created by us along our journey since peter terseliuh his leg tat time, so we jz walk n create a lot of stupid stuff.. it sounds...

"Tanggal tiga puluhhhh, bulan satu, dua ribu sepuluh.. Extreme race, extreme race, SRC menang, ia pasti menjadi sejarah...."

hehehe.. tis is one of our slogan also... where our initial slogan is jz short n simple... which is... "oooorrrrhhh, champion!" kakaka...

Then we created again, a new one slogan... which is... "(Khaishen)How many two eggs in our lives? (Teckwei aka me)The most important isssss~~~ (All) ENJOY!"
(quoted from Mr CHAI GAO, hehe..)

Well, the 1st team finish the race on 10.30pm, and we finish at... dunno wat time wor.. coz i dun hv watch with me tat time >.< but we get 191 marks lorr... not bad oso ady... we not planned to finish it early one, coz they said the race is not based on ur speed, is based on the marking... (altho the champion won coz of their time worr... weird rite?)

Then, the lunch, application fee RM50/head, and guess wat is the lunch? YES!! it is rice!! with three vege!! ya, VEGE... RM2 can get one at genting klang or RM2.5 can get one at wangsa maju...

Yes, keavin, asked me to write sumthg abt him... so i mentioned him here also lar... coz he said my blog always sad larr.. hehehe.... so after write ur name here, happy ady?? wakakka...

Weihao, shaojie, hanjian, solo king them get lost in the jungle wor.. they took the wrong road... so tats y we all weird coz they are actualy faster than us one, but they still hvnt reach after we all finish shower, finsh meal... hehe...

Quoted from Mr. Richard... "guli race 一场以guli决胜负的比赛..." and he said, ah pang imposible to be so fast one, coz their group is the faster to reach the end point among all the CI teams...is their training effective??? the answer is... "coz of ahpang's mouth, got ppl will injured (my team), got ppl will get lost (hanjian's team)" lol...

Anyway, it is still a great experience for us lar... tis is jz the 1st time for them to organize it... i believe tat there will surely be improvement in future! gambate nahh... ^^

going back to KL

That's right. i am going back to KL already... for 9 hours more...
Sri Maju Bus (RM43) 10 am @ Kangar Bus Station, 10/1/10

Well, i'm having my class start on 18th, but the orientation, meeting all are on 11th. So, i need to rush back to UTAR for attending these activities. Why need so? Coz of the 3 letters, SRC or the 3 words, Student Representative Committee..

Today is the 1st time i take beer from my house refrigerator to drink. I never drink it before at my home. Although i drank it outside before, of course. This coming back, is the one which i go out the least one, no much friends coming back. And i didn't go to Derma as well. Most of the friends i know at derma, have gone. The form 5 students now, is the one who just enter form 1, in the year of 2006, in other words, the year after we left derma. Realize that time, really pass very fast. 4 years already, i have been graduate from secondary school for four years. Can't really imagine that.

Went to visit meyven just now, she is still the same. No much change. She asked for having a gathering or any activity in the coming CNY. Everyone in our form, have seem to be separate and no much gathering being hold in these few years. Friendship among us, have being weaker and weaker. Well, of course, i hope that this gathering can really been worked out, but is it really possible?

Well, i promised myself, this new year, i need to change myself. Transform myself to be a cheerful person, to be happy all the time. I will forget all the unhappy stuff. And i believe, i can do that (:

Now, report ya report, I am headache of you... How can u treat me so? Can i finish it in 2 days? i hope so also, and i want to go back to IJM site to collect back some information, but, see first.

Maybe just forget about it. And the appraiser form to be submitted to Dr Low also still with me. I haven't submit to low kaw sai yet. Sweat...

WELL... The new intake for UTAR is reaching. Welcome all the new victims to UTAR and congratulation to UTAR for successfully cheating those new students ya...

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泪水啊，泪水，怎么你又再不听话呢？说好了不掉了不是吗？又偷偷的掉了出来哦。。你不乖咯。。

手指哦，你也是坏坏咯。。。说好了，不要再按了，不要了。。但你却偏偏的跑去按，控制也控制不到你。。长大了，学坏了，不听我的话了是不是？！

真的，真的好辛苦。
我说，我累了。这是心灵上的累了。不是一般休息可以恢复的累。

来了几天，天天期待着。但，天空，天天在下雨，而雨后的彩虹，我看不见。
这一星期，原是我几个月来，一直期待着到来的一星期。
来了，但，又有什么用？

天，几时才会亮？晴天，什么时候才会到来？

快回去吉隆坡了，还有明天，后天。。

回到了吉隆坡的日子又会是怎样的？气象报导说，那里的天气，是暴风雨。。。

my industrial training...

The industrial training have been finished already.. what's coming now is the report... the ~10000 words report, writing about what have I learned during the 12weeks.. it is really a tough task for me, since i dunno what shud i write inside... shud i write.."i learn how to snake effectively... i experienced the working life of drinking alcohol at bar after working hour... i learn how to hide from the construction manager's eye sight after i went breakfast for 2 hours...i know how to handle the government and pay for the money of so-called minum kopi.."???

[i wondering how is the lecturer's response after seeing these...]

Frankly, being a trainee, is really very hard.. the most important role of a trainee is to cheer up the staffs there.. listen to the staffs there.. acting support them... although we r not happy, moody.. we are still need to act like agreeing with them, try our best to laugh when they talk something that is not funny.. cannot reject anyone... heard this feler say the bad thing of the another guy, in the other hand, listen to that another guy to talk bad of the previous feler to us.. and we are just like a way for them to put out all of their "gases"...

Anyway, it is still a good experience for me.. Building a hotel, a five-star hotel... it was my dream since i was small... i still remember when i having my interview for IJM scholarship, i say i luv hotel, i hope that i become a civil engineer and i m able to build a hotel by my own.. they asked me why, i said, coz i love to see ppl being happy... and staying in hotel is usually when ppl go for a vacation, they will stay in the hotel happily and i like the feeling..

Ya, now, some ppl said, maybe my dream have come true... but, i doubt...



In this training, i have known some of new friends, new staffs and maybe some foreign workers. I tried night duty. I tried over night at site before. which i nvr experience it... working as a contractor, is actually not related to what have we learned for 4 years in the course of civil engineering.. the so-called engineer in a project, is referring to the consultant engineer... but, i have no choice now for trying to be a consultant, my life have been chosen... my 5 years after graduation have been decided. what will i be in the 5 years? will i be successful in construction line? i doubt...

Come back to perlis.. a place of which i hope to come back every single second. last time, i went back was 2 months ago, it was just a weekend, not a holiday.. and i back for just a short duration which is 2 days.. these two days were the happiest moment of me in the year of 2009. tat's true..

The time past reli very fast... when i was a kid, i wondering why the adult keep saying time and tide wait for no man.. and kids, keep saying that the time pass vy vy slow... but now, i can really feel that, time really pass very fast... and now, already year of 2010... will it be a happy year? will it be a blissful year? will it change my life totally? i doubt...

Anyway, happy new year to all of my friends...

女孩们,你们找到了吗?

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊
普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。
他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。
因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。
那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害

放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

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~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~